Pocket Sized |mini bts x reader|

12 ~ Love

You took pictures of a bunch of flowers you thought might be the one they were looking for. You swiped your finger across your phone screen showing each imagine to the boys making sure they looked carefully.

But as you swiped and swiped you began to lose hope and you finally got to the last picture you took.

"no, sorry y/n" jin said with a sad voice and you felt terrible. You really were starting to lose hope, but you wouldn't show that to the boys.

"well there is always tomorrow" you forced a smile.

You could tell that they didn't believe the fake smile you had on your face since they all looked very worried. You probably didn't look the best either considering you were exhausted from the long hours you spent trying to look for this flower.

You probably looked tired...well more like you were definitely tired.

"we should go out" namjoon stated while you slumped into your seat exhausted, hopeless, and a little frustrated.

"yes lets go look at the stars, you love that y/n" hoseok smiled.

You could tell the boys were trying to cheer you up and you truly appreciated their concern. However, you just wanted to get some sleep. You were about the decline but as you looked at the seven tiny people standing on the counter in front of you they stared at you with a look of hope on their faces.

You realized they were probably worried as well, and they probably wanted to take their mind off of the flower search as well. You felt bad knowing they must be burdened thinking about how the fate of their home was in their tiny tiny hands.

You did love looking at the stars, it calmed you down, so you figured you didn't mind going out for a walk "you know what that seems like a good idea sunshine" you said smiling and hoseok happily smiled back at you.

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You were staring at the stars while you laid on the grass in the small park. You quickly found out that your decision to come here was the right one while you worried faded away and the exhaustion you felt seemed to disappear as you stared at the bright shining stars in the night sky.

The boys were next to you snuggled around your neck as they also admired the view and you hoped that they also felt at ease looking at the bright stars. You all stayed quiet silently admiring the sky but you attention was taken away from the view when your phone vibrated.

You remained laying in the grass as you reached into your front pocket pulling out your phone. You swiped your finger over the screen reading the message

gyeomie: I can't believe I have to work the night shift again. I hate everything.

y/n: no, you love me

gyeomie: fine everything but you, still salty though

gyeomie: Ugh I have to go breaks over

You chuckled at the messages but you heard a small voice you recognized as jimin who happened to be lying right next to your ear. You had forgotten the boys were laying right near you and could probably see the messages.

"so do you love yugyeom too" you chuckled and answered almost immediately.

"yes but in a friend way"

"so you don't 'love love' him" taehyung asked and you laughed. Well you figured it was true that you still loved yugyeom but it definitely wasn't romantic. So you figured taheyungs way of describing it 'love love' was is fact what you did not feel towards yugyeom.

"yeah I guess I don't 'love love' him then" you chuckled out.

"when do you know you 'love love' someone" jungkook asked and you paused.

You weren't really the best at relationship knowledge or anything so you were king of lost on how to answer him but you simply spoke "um hmm. It's kind of like you just click. You love being with them, you never want them to go, you want to kiss them and tell them you love them with all of your heart. Those kinds of feelings... at least I think" you laughed at the end of your little speech wondering if that made any sense.

"so there needs to be a connection" yoongi questioned.

"yeah I guess so"

"could you ever love someone shorter than you" jin asked

"I mean I don't see why not" you laughed

You then gently got up from the grass and you were now sitting leaning on your right hand while you turned your body slightly to look down at all of the boys who were still laying on the grass.

"why are you guys asking all of these questions all of the sudden" you asked while slightly raising your eyebrow.

"n-no reason" namjoon stuttered but you simply sighed

"you guys are so weird" you chuckled out laying back down so you could admire the stars for a little longer.