32. Toxic

13 4 3
                                    

__*.·:·.☽✧ ✦ ✧☾.·:·.*__

I gasp and choke on our toxic waste,
And remember the smoke you left in your place.

As you walked away, turned into ash,
And threw me in your pit of throw aways.

Am I the pollution that you couldn't take?
The strange addiction you had to break?

Because I fill you with my love and care.
And you treated it like pollution in the air.

Is all that's left of us burnt desire?
Or is it our radioactive ghost, hot as fire.

Because now I'm slowly smoking away,
Drowning down in your mind's constant sways.

══*.·:·.☽✧ ✦ ✧☾.·:·.*══

IMPORTANT- Should I end this book and start another poetry collection after 50 chapters with a total different format and aesthetic, or should I continue this way??

This is for a poetry contest hehe. I am have never been in a toxic relationship but I have been left by people I love and I have had my heart shattered.

∘₊✧──────✧₊∘

Todays playlistttt :-
➸ Burned by the love- Jake Ross
➸ Hearing your voice- Omar Apollo
➸Devil girl- Nathan Bajar

These songs are my great, so if you're maybe feeling out of your mind and need a stable relatable tune to keep you going, you've got it.

**✿❀ ❀✿**

Go follow me on-

➺ @_fading.colours_ - Insta (art acc)
➺ @frowny face -Pinterest
➺ @asmibanerjee - Apple Music

**✿❀ ❀✿**

The echoes of a confused mind #WattpadIndiaAwardsWhere stories live. Discover now