A Walk With You

"Things and people, aren't so stable"

After locking my doors off, I threw whatever I was wearing and stand in front of the mirror.
"Who am I? What's wrong with me!" I mumbled.

Such a tiny thing like that, shouldn't even matter to my life at all. That must be a stupid joke of Ted. Then, why the hell that thing hit me so hard? Well it all begins just 7 month before, my mother's death. Apparently 9years and 7months ago.

*FlashBack*

2010 December 24th
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*5.20am*
Ruben: oh god you're a hilarious sweet teen, HOLY

Holy: Sweet sixteen!!! But Hilarious; am i? =)

Ruben: yes a lot! <3

Holy: but you really sing well Rub! I loved all your songs you sang!

Ruben: I can sing for you till the end! ^.^

Holy: that's so sweet of you, do you know that?

Ruben: not as much sweet as like your face ;)

Holy: *-* why do you treat me like this?

Ruben: cause you're special, Princess <3

Holy: ?? :3

Ruben: im in love with you Miss Cameron Holy !

Holy: what?! :>

Ruben: i do and want you to love me back, i promise you won't regret if you do! <3

Holy: im a mess you know, no one stays forever, specially with me! <\3

Ruben: im gonna turn that statements down. You will stay with me forever, till the death! I promise you, just say you feel the same?

*5.45am*

Holy: typing...

Ruben: i love you princess <3

Holy: i love you too :) please say you will hold onto me always!

Ruben: always! <3 ;* by the way it's already morning 6! you should go and sleep princess.

Holy: yea meet you after the holidays okay! ^.^

Ruben: sure thing... muwahhh sleep well <3
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*morning*

"Maa I'm off to Sammys home. We'll have lunch there and then straight to the Christmas Haul. I'll see you at 21 on the dot. Bye--"
"Where are you going Holy?" dad said.
"Oh hello dady. Merry Christmas!"
"I asked something else young lady" he clarified.
"Sammys parents invited me to have lunch with them and to the haul in city center. I told ma--"
"John! Holy is going somewhere now. This pointless interrogation won't make any change so leave her way" mom stated clearly with her most strong tone.
"It's fine maa.. sorry dady I forgot to tell you. But--"
"Holy just go dear. Don't bother to answer useless questions. And yes stay safe and lemme know when you are coming back I'll be waiting for you. Okay"
"Okay maa... bye dady! Bye Maa"

"Hello, yes I'm outside of my apartment. Yes there, I can see your car. Heading to it"
"Hello young lady"
I laughed with a chuckle.
"Hello"
"So where will we go?"
"North costarica road 24" I said while checking my instagram.
"Sure beautiful " a giggle echoed