Love You As Much As I Hate You (KIM MYUNGSOO/L INFINITE FANFIC)

Chapter 22: Happy Birthday,Rae Na

Author's POV

Rae Na's birthday was just two days away. She looked gloomy all the time. Myungsoo scratched his not-so-itchy head. He did not know what was bothering her. She totally ignored him. He did not know what else to do to cheer her up.

She even avoided to talk to anyone. Myungsoo thought maybe the hugging thing at the amusement park bothered her a lot.

Myungsoo's POV

Hmmm..what's wrong with her?Did I do anything wrong?I kept asking that question over and over again..I kept thinking about that matter for the whole night.

The next day, after we got back from school, I let her do her chores. I do not want to disturb her work even though my heart kept wanting to meet her.

At night,I tried to look for her. She did not pick up the phone and replied my texts.

Haissyyyhhh..this Rae Na really made me worried sick for her.

I could not find her anywhere. Then,I saw Moonsoo was lying on bed of one of the guest rooms. I went in with peculiar face.

"Moonsoo-ah,what are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be in your room right now?"i asked him.

Moonsoon looked at me with a concern face.

"Hyung..what are we going to do?Rae Na noona keep crying since these past few days..she looked devastated. I don't know what to do."he said in concern.

I was shocked.

"What??? Why?? Where is she now??"I urged him.

Moonsoo looked at me in puzzled.

"Hyung,don't you know? Her birthday will be tomorrow. That will be her parents death anniversary too.."Moonsoo explained.

I was dumbstruck. I didn't know. How could I not know about this?

"She's in my room..she's been hiding her sadness from everyone. I think she's afraid to face her birthday. I can't imagine how she went through after all this time. Poor,noona.."Moonsoo sighed.

I looked at Moonsoo,I guess he already liked Rae Na so much for him to feel concern for her.

"Hyung,where are you going?"Moonsoo asked me as I walked out from that room.

I turned back and said,"To Rae Na. She needs me right now.."

I went into Moonsoo's room. It was almost dark. Only a table lamp beside Moonsoo's bed was switched on. I saw her sitting on the floor,crying quietly. It was too painful for me to see her like that.

"Rae Na.."I called her name but she just sat still. She don't even bothered to see my face.

I hugged her. Her face was on my shoulder.

"Please don't cry alone.. You can only cry whenever I'm here with you.."I patted her headd gently.

She slowly hugged me back,and started to cry again.

"Myungsoo....I miss them so much..I really do. They left me. I barely know their faces. It's only me and grandpa now. I only have grandpa in this world.."

My eyes started filled with tears. I could not bear to see the girl I loved suffered like this.

"Shhhh...it's okay..I'm sure they are proud to have a bright and pretty daughter like you. You got me and my family. You are not alone.."I comforted her. She stared at me with her teary eyes.

I smiled at her, hoping that my smile would cast away her grief.

"And..thank you for being born into this world, Rae Na. Since you came, my life has been full of happiness. All because of you.."I continued again.