Act ✵ 신비 ✔

그러나 그것은 모두 거짓말이었다 ,

the truth is out.

your friends were the one

who told me.

"we're sorry sinb,

but jeonghan,

is not like what you think he is,"

"he,

he had someone else,"

"he wanted to tell you,

but afraid if...

if you go back,

to the old you."

I knew that I'm vulnerable,

weak,

but I never ask you to help me.

you came to me,

you offered help,

you fixed me.

but does all of this

had to be done in the name of love?

I loved you for real,

yet,

your love was all an act.

the day I confront you about this,

was the like my worst nightmare

had became true.

"if this is all an act, drop it,"

I said as soon as you

took a step into my apartment.

"if you're staying because you pity me,

leave me,"

I stared right into your eyes.

they show shock and confusion

"I might hurt along the way but I'll be okay,"

you said you're sorry,

countless of times.

but I don't wanna hear it.

not your apologise,

not your explanation.

I don't wanna hear anything.

finally you gave up.

you gave me one last weak smile,

before disappearing behind the door.

"stay safe,"

you said softly

"and please be okay,"

the door clicked close.

"I'm okay,"

I said to myself,

tears rolled from my left eyes

"I always be okay"

and that's how,

you were no longer here,

with me.

in fact,

you were never here

the whole time.

your act is the only thing,

that made you stayed.

and i'm glad.

glad you're no longer here.

glad there's no more lies from you.

- yein ♡