Can I Get His Love?

11. Goa

See.. Here she is smirking at me.. Godd.. I wish i have some power to disappear from here.

"Iam.. Extremely sorry for what happened yesterday.. " i said feeling guilty with tears forming.

"I didnt mean to.. I really dont know.. And varun ji" i looked at him.. Tears started forming..

"Heyy.. Swetha.. What?? Why are you saying sorry..??" priya came beside me kept her arm around my shoulder.

"Hey.. U know.. Its not like you have murdered right? Its just a drink.. People do silly things when they are not sober. Its just Nothing.. " priya consoled.

" Actually we had fun you know.. It was hilarious " vikranth and namitha laughed.

I looked at varun he smiled and nodded.

I still feel guilty.

" You know swetha we are thinking u as friend but it seems u are not" varun said.

I raised my head to varun

"Yes.. Its nothing.. It happens.. Its not like u have done something pretentious. U just mistook water for drink and varun as rakesh. Chill.. " priya said.

"But.. " i tried to say but cutoff by varun. "Swetha this is city.. Just come out from your narrow minded attitude. Its not a crime to hug your friend. I dont feel bad about it so better you too. If you cant treat us as your friends then leave  it. we dont want to bother you"

I looked at rakesh.

He is looking at me. There is no emotion in it. Neither anger nor acceptance. Its just plain like the look of a stranger.

I looked at priya.

Priya gave a friendly smile holding my hand which was in my lap.

I felt a little bit relaxed.

"Thank you " thats all i can say.

"So are we friends??" varun extended his hand. I looked at his hand for a second.

"Yess.. " i shook his hand with a relaxed smile.

"Wowww.." priya highfive vikranth.

Really its such a great pleasure to have such good friends

I looked at rakesh. He still didnt have  any emotion.

Varun got a call" yah.. That one only.. Iam coming.." cutting call he said" food is ready" and went outside.

I went to kitchen to arrange plates and all at dining table.

While varun got back with food parcel.

Namita sat beside rakesh.. On other side vikranth sat.. So i dont have any other option other than to sit between priya and varun.. All talking about their college days.. I felt like an odd man.

After lunch.. We sat in living room.

" As last night there are alot of batchmates.. We didnt have time for ourselves so we plan to go to goa after 2weeks."namitha said. i looked confused.

" Namitha came after long gap. She wants to spend time with us. " varun said.

" Actually iam staying here for 1 month. But i do have to attend my distant relative marriage. So.. I plan to go after 2 wks." namitha said.

"Yah.. It will be good if we have time for shopping.." priya said excited.

"Priya.. How many times will you do shopping? You have alot already in your shelves. Dont you get bored with shopping?? " vikranth said.