Manan ff:Reason Behind My Existence

Chapter 50

Hola my Coca-Colas 🤡🤡

Hope you all are great.. 😅😌😅😌

Well, first think, am not sorry for being late.. 😔😔 Yes, you all heard me right.  Am not sorry. Because it freaking took time and it irritated the hell out of me.. 😖😤

First of all, my laptop, my 'not_so_new' but 'oh_so_favorite' laptop committed suicide. Chalo koi na, suicide karna tha toh kiya, but nehi, sahiba hamare full chapter ko lekar chali thi. 😤😤
Hum bhi aise waise nehi hai. May be it forget that I am Moon Malhotra. Use marna tha, bohut badia, but mere chapter ko lekar 'tug of war' kyu baba?

Whatever, it didn't die. I had to admit it in ventilation then ICU. Now it's back to me. But... But... But in sab chakkar me, mera ₹.10000 ke aas pas kharcha ho gaya.. 😥😥😥
Just think about it.. 😭😭🤧🤧

But one good thing happened between all these, and that is, my final results has been declared. And I scored 87% 🙈🙈. I hooed better but.., 😅😅ab kya karu? 🤧🤧

Ok, chalo kuch jada hi bak bak kar liya.. Now enjoy the chapter. I hope it's worth your wait.. 🤞🤞

#happyreading
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It's been more than a week since Manik's outburst on Nandini. That was the last day, they actually interacted with each other, face to face. Since that day, Nandini hasn't seen him much. Forget about much, she hasn't seen him at all.

That evening, after coming back from college, Manik just ran to his room and never came out. Nandini waited the whole evening for him, just to come out and tell her what had happened? But nothing. He didn't come out from his room that night. Against her better judgments, Nandini gave him time. She waited for him till late night but he didn't come out for once. He even refused the dinner the servant took for him. So Nandini didn't eat too. How could she? when Manik is hungry in his room then how can she eat and sleep with content? Later that night, after waiting for him for like a lifetime, she went to sleep but couldn't. how could she? Manik wasn't there with her. Manik's smell wasn't with her. It doesn't matter how much she tries to sleep, she ends up just tossing and turning on her bed throughout the whole night.

Next morning, she got up early so that she could make Manik his favorite breakfast. She cooked with so much effort and went to his room. But his room was already empty. She asked Maria Aunty and she was as clueless as she was. Manik has left without telling anybody. That hurted Nandini. She too left early for SPACE without eating.

The same thing is happening since these past days. Manik leaves the house before she wakes up and comes back really late in night or he doesn't come back at all. Therefore Nandini tries to stay awake for him but if Manik comes back a little earlier, he just ignores her presence in the house and goes straight to his room. He doesn't spare her his one single glance. He doesn't even come down to eat. He has given orders to Maria Aunty to send his food to his room by someone else rather than Nandini.

These pain her, a lot. She can't bear his ignorance but she doesn't have the courage to talk to him. What if she upset him more?

Nandini remembers every time as soon as she goes back from college, first thing she asks Maria Aunty is for Manik, if he is home or not, if he is there yet or not. Each time she asks, every time Maria Aunty looks down and nods in denial.

Nandini is sitting all alone in the SPACE canteen with a cup of coffee and thinking about these stuffs. She misses Manik. She misses him terribly. She misses his little remarks, his jokes. She misses their conversation that they used to have while dining. She used to tell Manik about her day and listen to his. Now she has to no one to talk to. She has become silent. She doesn't talk anymore from her own. She answers if something is asked but rather than, nothing.