A Girl Like Me (Editing)

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Eyrn:

I was parked in front of Ben house for what felt like hours deciding if I wanted to go in or not. One side was saying go the hell home and the other was stay and tell him about the baby

Jumping from the sound of my phone I picked it up seeing it was Ben calling me.

"Hey." I said softly

"Wussam E where you at?" He questioned

In front of your door.

"I'll be there in a minute."

"Aight I wanna feel on you and shit."

"Really?" I chuckled a little

"Yea I missed my women ain't een' seen you all day and I wanna rub on ya body."

"I missed you too I'm coming in now." I told him before hanging up the phone grabbing my keys and walking inside

"Ben?!" I yelled taking off my shoes and seeing if he was in the living room since that's where he usually is.

"Upstairs lah' uglass lah' girl."he yelled back making me roll my eyes at his response and jog up the stairs

"Why do you play all day." I pecked his lips

"Because you my uglass lah' girl." He shrugged eyeing me a little "You wore that outside?" He asked looking at my sundress

"Ben don't." I said because I knew where he was going with this turning around I went to the drawer to grab one of his T-shirt taking my dress off I was now in a thong

"You really tryin' piss me off and horny at the same time ." He grumbled taking his eyes off me and the focused back on tv

"How?" I ask slipping on the T-shirt and laying in the bed with him as he rubbed on my stomach making me look down at it for a second before shaking it off and look back up at him

"Eyrn you know how ya ass basically out." He exaggerated

"Now your being over the top." I laughed a little straddling his lap making his hands instantly go to my ass and rub over it in a soothing matter

"I gotta talk to about something." I played with the ring on my finger

"Wussam?"

"So you know how we been having a lot of unprotected sex."

"Yea and you're on birth control." He nodded

"Yea that." I mumbled more so to myself "You also know how sometimes they aren't affective."

"Yea." He shrugged "They not 100% which I understand."

"How do you do feel about kids?" I looked over his face to get a reaction out of him

"They aight." He shrugged squinting his eyes at me then at my stomach "You pregnant?" He question

"Yes." I nodded wiping my tears that fell unexpectedly

"Baybeh why you cryin'?" He asked rubbing the lower part of my back

"I'm scared Ben."

"I'm scared too but I'm happy as fuck." He stared at me smiling

"You are?" I asked lowly

"Yea my baybeh havin' my baybeh." He placed m his hand on my stomach making me put mine on top of his

"I'm not even ready to be a mom." I sighed

"I'm not ready ta' be a pops but hea' You want to keep the baby right?" He asked