A Girl Like Me (Editing)

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the song Ellisa going to listening too, listen to it 🙂

Ellisa:

"Eryn calm down." I sat her down on the bed

"Oh my gosh." She put her head into her hands "What the fuck how did I let this even happen." She mumbled

"Hey calm down." I moved her hands from her face "Did you go to the doctors?" I asked

"Not yet." She shook her head "But I took multiple tests and they were all positive."

"Are you happy about this?" I asked because that's all that really mattered

"Yes." She smiled slightly

"Did you tell Ben yet?"

"No not yet." She sniffled "I'm scared though what if he doesn't want the baby Ellisa. I don't want to be a single mother." She frowned at the thought

"You know Ben better than that Eryn. He hasn't settled down with anyone until he found you." I pointed out remembering how he was when Myles and I first got together "Tell the man about my niece or nephew." I told her giving her an reassuring smile

"Godbaby." She corrected "I know he's going to want Myles to be the Godfather and I want you to be the Godmom."

"Of course we will." I smiled "Now go and tell your man. Congratulations sissy."

"Thank you." She got up and hugged me tightly

"That's what I'm here for." I hugged her back walking her to the door

"Who was at the door." Myles asked as I went back to the kitchen and he pulled me onto his lap

"Eryn." I looked over his face "She's pregnant." I whispered lowly for him to hear

"Word?" He raised an eye making me nod

"You think Ben going to be excited?" I laid my head on his shoulder playing with his ear

"Yea he was the only child growing up so him starting his own little family. He gon be cool."

"You aight though?" He rubbed my thigh and made eye contact with me

"I'm fine." I gave him a small smile deep down I knew I wasn't but I was going to push through

"Gimme a kiss."  Kissing a lips softly he deepen the kiss

"No." I pulled away knowing how he could get "You won't be getting that in a while might I add." Getting up from his lap

"Why?" He frowned

"Because I said so." I said grabbing a bottle a water

Before he could reply he phone went off

"Yo T." He answered

"Right now?" He asked rubbing a hand down his face

"Aight I'll be down there in 30." He hung up the phone and looked over at me

"What's wrong babe?"

"I gotta go down to Terry office the girl finally agreed to the damn DNA test."

"Oh okay get going then." He got up from his seat coming over to me kissing me all over my face before kissing my lips

"I love you." He looked directly I my eyes

"I love you more."

"I'll be back." He kissed my forehead leaving me alone making a unshed tear slip from my eye.

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Omniscient

It's been a few days since the DNA test and they haven't heard anything back yet but also they did finally moved into the new home.

Although Ellisa acted as if everything was okay she was in fact not. She distant herself and Myles noticed it and would question her but she said it was nothing and shrugged it off. She didn't want to talk about it and did want to make it a big deal

Ellisa stayed at the library later than usual and the only time her and Myles would see each other was when she was up in the morning cooked breakfast for the two of them and when it was time for bed.

"You sure everything aight with you?" Myles asked as he put on one of his many watches, he was had a meeting with a few people about a clothing line he wanted to start

"Yes." She mumbled before laying back down since it was her day off

"I'll be back in a few hours." He went over and kissed her forehead "I love you."

"Love you too." She said making him sigh in relief almost before he left out

"I need a drink." She mumbled getting up

On the other side of town Myles called Phil to check on Ellisa since she wasn't answering her phone which made him worry because it was now going on 7:30

"Wussup Myles."

"Can you go over to my house to check on Li she not answering her phone and I been calling her since 3 and it's about to go on 7:30." He looked at his watch

"I was with her around that time." Phil frowned "But she was drinking a lot Myles." He warned him

"Thank you." He hung up the phone and told Henry to drive him back home

Once he got home all the lights was out and all he heard was the faint sound of music from their room.

Ellisa was in the middle of bed drinking another glass of wine she lost count of how many she had. As she listened to the song she silently cried she hated making it like it was okay when she wasn't she was broken that Myles could possible have another child.

"Ellisa." Myles called her name turning down the music down some

"What's wrong mama." He went over to her moving her hair out her face noticing her eyes gloss over

"I-I'm tired Myles." She bit her bottom lip that was quivering although she was drunk she knew this was the only time she could express what she was feeling

"Tired of what baby." He asked wiping her tears as they kept falling

"Of p-pretending that everything is okay but I can't Myles because e-every time I think about i-it, it does something to this." She pointed to heart "I love you but it hurts." She cried into his chest as he held her his heart broke for women sitting in front of him.

Ellisa was the love of Myles life he didn't and couldn't picture his life without her in it.

"I love you too Ellisa." He pulled her down to lay down on top of him and played in her hair knowing that would help her fall asleep.

After a few minutes he hurt light snores. He began to wonder why Ellisa hadn't spoken to him sooner he knew that him possibly having a baby would hurt her but her pretending everything was okay when it wasn't bothered him.

He didn't like the thought of Ellisa being standoff-ish towards him because he loved to under his women whenever he got the chance.

This was a bump in they roller coaster but he knew they would get past it.

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Just a filler chapter

thoughts? do you think Ellisa should've talked to Myles?

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