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Today's dinner was sad and just sad. I've decided to stop in the nearest park here in our subdivision. It was kinda late but you know I need this. I need the fresh air to think.

This is the most painful day of my life na parang ba nanakawan ako ng mahalagang bagay na kahit kailan ay hindi ko na makukuha uli.

I know I said a lot of times na hindi ako mahuhulog sa taong 'to but we never really know right? I tried to stop and like another guy pero he keeps doing things to make me go back to him and love him again.

His actions keep on making me fall more and more and just a snap lubog na ako. Nahulog na ako sa patibong na ginawa ko para sa sarili ko.

After thinking everything ay umuwi na ako. The drive was not that long since the park is very near to our house. I parked my car in the garage. Took my purse and entered the house. I saw my mom, watching her favorite series. It's almost past 11 and this woman is still awake.

"Bakit gising ka pa? Sana ay tinuloy mo nalang 'yan bukas. Late na kaya." I said. My mom's addiction is watching series. She acts like a teenager more like so para akong ang nanay sa aming dalawa.

"Hi baby! I just you know sobrang hirap matulog at wala naman akong kasama since you dad is out of the country and I'm waiting for you." She explains. "How's the dinner pala anak?" She asked.

"It's okay." I replied. "Tara na? Lets sleep na at maaga pa po ako tomorrow." dugtong ko. Ayoko nalang isipin ang mga nangyari ngayong araw na 'to. It's too painful to think at mamaya ay magalala pa sa akin ang nanay ko.

Tuluyan na akong umakyat sa taas ng aking kwarto para mag shower. I changed my clothes to sleeping clothes when suddenly someone knocked on the door.

" Yes mama? Why?" I ask.

"Can you do me a favor, anak?" she said. "Can you buy these things on the list tomorrow?" sabay abot sa akin ng list. It's a recipe for red velvet cake.

"Sure mama. No problem. I'm going to sleep na. Goodnight." I said and kissed her on the cheeks.

My mom really loves baking since my dad is very busy sa work and wala naman akong kapatid para samahan si mama because I'm also busy studying. Baking is one of her hubby to kill boredom.

I woke up in irritation. Grabe nakakairita talaga 'tong alarm na 'to. Bwiset na tunog, bwiset din yung nagbigay.

I started my day with my very simple routine. After that bumaba na agad ako para sabayan ang mom ko for breakfast.

After breakfast ay pumunta na agad ako ng grocery para bilihin ang mga pinapabili ng nanay ko bago ako pumasok since my class start at 12pm pa naman at it's 9 am in the morning.

Ano ba ang pagkakaiba ng mga flour na 'to at bakit kailangan pa ng cake flour? Napaka daming harina dito pare-pareho lang din naman parang abo. Tapos itong cheese? Bakit cream cheese hindi ba pwedeng eden cheese nalang?

Patapos na sana ako sa pakikipagdebate sa sarili ko ng may nakita akong pamilyar na tao.

"Si Kevin ba 'yon?" I asked myself. Kasama niya ba si Migo?

Lalapit na sana ako ng biglang may lumapit sa kanyang babae. The girl kisses him on the cheeks and he also kisses the kid the girl is carrying.

Tarantado 'to ha! May anak ba 'tong kutong lupa na 'to?

Gusto ko silang lapitan, I want to confront them. Tell them na manloloko sila. But who knows? Maybe mali lang ang iniisip ko? na baka ay mali lang ang akala ko. Maybe I should ask Migo.

Napaparanoid na ata ako. Maybe nanay niya lang iyon or di kaya ay kaibigan niya lang at kapatid niya ang bata. We don't know.

After that incident for me. Dinala ko na ang mga gamit na kailangan ng nanay ko sa kaniya at pumasok na. I want to go and ask Migo or maybe Jericho sa nakita ko. Maybe mali lang ako.

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