what if it hurts her.

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y/n's pov

billie eilish, she was the biggest artist of the year. billie's going on tour again in july she barely got back in june meaning that these few weeks we have left we were going to spend them together not that im complaining about it. why dont you just go with her? I can't no one knows about me and billie only her family and label. her label told us we can't go public because it will ruin her career and me going on tour with her will start rumors. my head was currently on billie's chest my hands around her waist staring at the tv in front of us that was playing my all time favourite movie, what happend to monday. (that movie is so interesting you should go watch it btw) billie's hand was playing with my hair while the other one was lazily around my shoulder I sat up and turned my my body around staring at her features her beautiful blue eyes her cute freckles that aren't really that noticeable
"hey, whats up?" she said looking down at me
"nothing I was just staring at how beautiful you are" I said switching positions now sitting on her lap. placing a quick kiss on her soft lips she hummed while she wraped her hands around my waist I layed my head on the crook of her neck kissing it lightly
I brought my face up staring at her
"what are we doing today" I said
"I dont know what do you want to do"
"let's go out. and go to the first store we see"
"ok lets get rea-" she was cut off by her phone ringing
"its my manager ill be right back" she said pecking my lips
"ok"

billie's pov.

"hello"
"billie it's your manager"
"yeah i know genius what's up" I laughed softly
"you're not gonna like this" my heart started racing.
"what?"
"you're getting into a fake relationship (or whatever those are called) hear me out it's gonna blow you up even more"
"I don't care about blowing up. no no im not doing that" I yelled slightly not wanting y/n to hear.
"billie it isn't a choice the label is forcing you to do it. billie you're going to have to fake a relationship" I couldn't protest against it. I wouldn't win against them i never do.
"but I don't want too"
"billie you know they don't care if you don't want too, but you don't have to break up with y/n"
"yeah that makes me feel so much better" I said sarcastically on the verge of tears
"the meetings tommorow at 10am"
I hanged up after he finished his sentence. what I'm I gonna do?
what if she understands
what if she dosent care
what if it hurts her
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um this is something so fucking stupid

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