Don't You Forget About Me ( Reader x Jack Anderson )

The Hardest Pill To Swallow

<Your POV >

" wake up Y/n ! Come on !" I faintly hear as I just see blackness.

    I could just hear faint noises , The next thing I knew I was getting my stomach pumped and everything was blurry.

Silhouettes of blurring bodies moving , rushing , and pushing me down a white hall.

   I groan out " Jack help." without thinking and as I look around me and the blurry faces and the white glow It's almost as if I see Jack's blue eyes and his blonde hair standing by a door as I'm rushed past.

   My Vision goes out and I'm back asleep.

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   " hey there kiddo ... you gave us quite the scare ." I hear my dad say as I open my eyes

I look around to see my surroundings , another hospital room. My eyes meet my dad's .

" how did I get here?" I mumble out trying to recall what happened.

  " you overdosed on some meds .... We could've lost you y/n/n." My dad says quietly as he tries to hold back tears. Seeing him like this hurts me , I know I've put him through so much recently.

" I didn't mean to , I promise I just wasn't thinking dad." I try to reassure him , he just pats my hand.

" It's just that the thought of jack leaving me is killing me dad and I can't-" I ramble on but my dad cuts me off by yelling " stop"

The room goes quiet, Jaeden who had been sitting down by my bed gets visibly uncomfortable.

" y/n it's hard to let the one you love go , I've been there ; but you can't keep killing yourself over it . If you truly love him honey .... let him go." dad says quietly as he faces away from me , I can tell he's crying . I look to Jaeden who gives me a pitiful smile with tears in his eyes.

As I think about his words I can recall Jack asking me if I'd let the person I love go like my dad did .

Jack told me that night that he would , he told me about how he loved me to later , and it all is coming back.

The late night movies , the walks in the park , playing with Oscar , and hearing him playing that bass that he loved so much. All what made me fall for him , all so suddenly taken away.

I break down in tears as I remember it all , Jaeden hugs me as he whispers that'll be okay.

  Part of me knows it'll be okay , and part of me still wonders if I'll ever get my Jack back to normal.