Mirror image ; right becomes left , left becomes right , but still the same object
Perhaps a way to describe my delusions is comparing it with mirror image ; a yes becomes a no , a no becomes a yes , bus still revolves around you .
A yes becomes a no to keep my hopes Low , a no becomes a yes to keep my head high , both to prevent my scar to be too deep .
Sometimes I try to break the mirror , stop over thinking but I can never , just like how I try to break the train of thoughts about you , but I can never , my feelings still tingles at the back of my head , and it can't go away .
So can I have an answer ? A definite one that I can never overthink Nor over-comprehend . It may hurt me , but a punch is better than a growing tumour
I don't want to look at your smile and try to draw something out of it anymore , i don't want to hallucinate when I loook in your eyes anymore , I wanna know what is going on .
I don't wanna get salty when my friends talk to you . I need to feel it's okay either because you'll never be mine or that it's fine because you're already mine . I don't want be the prism splitting your white light into something so beautiful . I just want an answer .
They say "everything happens for a reason" , I'm sure we met for a reason ; maybe it's to teach me how to lose , or maybe it's to teach me how to smile again .
I don't want any more "or" in this story anymore . I don't want anymore of those infinite possibilities , so please , give me an answer , we all know I'm one delusional bitch , so stop keeping me in suspense
ESTÁ A LER
who we are (quotes ) ( completed )
Poesiawritten for you , about you , only you . So that you'll read this one day and see how loving is like trying to sing when you're mute and trying to dance on the clouds when you have got no wings . Maybe then , youll know how I feel
