stayed up till 2 to write you a smile , to write you perfect qualities for you to accept me but you erased it all away , and wrote a big fat no instead .
i swam a dessert for you , and walked an ocean for you , went against what they said , even my Mother , hoping that what you say wouldn't be against me . Right now , everyone's against me , it's me vs the world but I can't blame annyone because I ran away from the world because illusions were telling me that you're my world .
perhaps you were just a flash of light , lighting up my whole world , but I thought you were an angel , so I chased it but light , honey , can never be reached . Maybe you're an rainbow , smile turned upside down and perhaps I thought happiness was at the end of it , so I chased it till my legs turned sore .
now it's out there , you're bragging it to your friends while I bath myself in self pity , but what can I say ? It's my fault after all for being to deaf , for being to dumb , for being so pig-headed , for being so obdurate .
You will never know though , the smile that I fake when I talk to you , the tears wiped away when I walked away quietly , the scream in the awkward silence , you will never know .
When the sun sets and the moon dances over you and her , I'll sit and wonder ; the universe that I drew for you , the moon I made , isit enough yet ? Am I enough yet ? Why will I never be enough ?
YOU ARE READING
who we are (quotes ) ( completed )
Poetrywritten for you , about you , only you . So that you'll read this one day and see how loving is like trying to sing when you're mute and trying to dance on the clouds when you have got no wings . Maybe then , youll know how I feel
