disclosure [l.h]

thirty-five

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16:04

to el

what are you up to?

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16:10

to lucifer

getting ready for my ''date'' with calum :///

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Calling alert: Lucifer ◡̈

"What is it Lucifer?"

"Jesus, are you on your period?"

"Well, I woke up in my own pool of blood, is that how you would like me to end yours?"

"Shit um sorry."

"I'm only kidding, Lucifer. Live a little."

"You shithead. Mom told me never to mess with women on their period, damn it."

"Your mom is my hero."

"Yeah, yeah. Anyway, I just wanted to tell you not to do anything I wouldn't do."

"And what exactly wouldn't you do?"

"Fuck Calum."

"That's exactly what I was planning to do actually. See you later Lucifer! We'll use protection! Bye!"

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Frustrating Luke was the best thing in the world, he would get all jealous and that actually made me feel good. I decided to text Calum to play along with the banter.

16:22

to calum ur lover

CALUM, LUKE THINKS WE'RE GOING TO DO THE DO TONIGHT JUST PLAY ALONG OK ITS FUN SEEING HIM PISSED OK THANKS AND SEE U IN A FEW HOURS

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16:25

to lizzy my bby

HES POUNDING ON MY DOOR U LITTLE SHIT HES GOING TO MURDER ME

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16:26

to calum ur lover

WELL THATS TOO BAD JUST DO IT CAL PLS PLS PLS I'LL BUY YOU ANYTHING

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Calum didn't respond and I had hoped Luke didn't slit his throat because as fun and vulnerable Luke was, he was intense but I liked it. He was protective, he made me feel wanted, safe and secure. We weren't anything and to be honest I'd be scared if we decided to put a label on ourselves. I just wasn't ready yet, I was afraid. I liked what we were without needing a label.