My Fight isn't Over- (A Hunger Games Fan Fiction)

*** IMPORTANT *** I AM NOT IN ANY WAY CONNECTED TO NEITHER SUZANNE COLLINS, NOR DO I OWN OR HAVE EVER OWNED THE RIGHTS TO HUNGER GAMES. ALL CREDIT, CHARACTERS, AND ACTION OF THE CHARACTERS GOES TO SUZANNE COLLINS. I AM JUST USING MY OWN OPINION ON WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN AFTER MOCKING JAY. I WILL HAVE ALL THE EVENTS IN THE HUNGER GAMES STAND AS IS WRITTEN BY SUZANNE COLLINS. ONCE AGAIN I DO NOT OWN THE HUNGER GAMES.

Chapter 1

It's been three years. Three years since my wedding to Peeta. Three years since Peeta had undergone therapy for his attacks caused by the Capital. Three years since the death of my sister, Prim. Three years since I've seen my mom and Gale. Three years....

My wedding to Peeta was short and sweet. I knew I loved him, which did make it easier, but at the time Peeta still didn't remember everything. His therapist, Dr. Spear, had him to where he remembered our time together back during the Quarter Quell and in the Hunger Games so he did know that he, at one time, loved me. But I don't know for sure if he loved me then or not.

Since the wedding Peeta has come back a lot. He remembers almost everything. He remembers our little times together before the Quarter Quell. He says he remembers how he felt before we officially meet. I wasn't so sure but since then I can tell he does remember. Now three years later I can tell he does love me. I can tell at night as we lay there and he wraps his around me. I can feel his love he has recollected, and how when I wake up screaming from my nightmare he just lays there just by the love in his eyes, calms me back to sleep.

I know the road for Peeta may have been hard but I've had my hard times too. At first after we were married we didn't even sleep together. His attacks were still too bad. After Prim died I just felt, alone. Gale and my mom both moved away. Haymitch is always too drunk to really talk to. And Peeta, he just really couldn't understand. I really didn't leave my bedroom room much. My life consisted of sleeping, eating, and watching Peeta paint and make bread and different designs on cakes. (All the things Dr. Spear had assigned him to do to help him remember) I actually enjoyed watching him become more him every day. It gave me hope. I do believe that watching him come back to normal helped me come back too. But I'll never feel the same again. There will always be that huge hole inside me that will never be filled.

Everything has changed since the rebellion ended. I think my hunting changed the most. I used to go out and hunt, free and carelessly. Where I go out now and do what I know with the person I thought I knew before I meet Peeta. Without Gale hunting just feels like a chore. I still love to do it even though I don't really need to anymore it just feels empty whenever I go. But I can never stop doing it. It's like my last tie with him. And I don't want to lose it.

But I don't need to reflect so much on the past. It will always be there. Always be ready to strike when I don't need it to. But it's time to move on, time to start my life again. Even though the Capital might always be there watching my every move, I can still need to move on. Peeta has been begging for kids since before we really thought about marriage. So I might finally give into him. Maybe...

End of Chapter 1! What do you think??? Sorry it's not so interesting yet, but I promise I got some big drama planned for this story so just bear with me! Remember to vote! Tell your friends!!!!