hold my hand | soobin

19 | sing for you

Dana

Yesterday was pretty tiring, as soon as we got home, I immediately fell asleep. I realized that meeting Soobin's mom wasn't that bad at all. She was so kind to tell me something about my past. Also, I never really expected Soobin to have a brother. Well, he never mentioned anything to me, so I was a little surprised.

But where is his brother anyway? I've never seen him before but I'm quite curious. Was he close with Soobin? Do they hang out a lot? What was it like to have a brother?

Several questions that I wanted to ask but never really did. As a kid, I always wanted to have a sibling because growing up alone made me feel sad. Not until Hansol and Soobin came, not only they were my friends, they also treated me as their little sister even though I was only a few years younger than them.

"Hey, what's up?" Soobin sat beside me, interrupting my thoughts.

I am drinking the champagne his mom gave us while thinking of some stuffs. I didn't invite Soobin 'cause he was busy putting Kai to bed. I guess the baby's already asleep now that he's here.

"Just thinking about some stuffs. You?" I ask.

He sighs. "Well, I just finished putting Kai to sleep. He won't stop crying but thankfully, he stopped after I sang him a lullaby," A lullaby?

"What? So you can sing?" I looked at him and I can see his ears turning red. He does know how to sing!

"대박! Can you sing for me then?" I didn't know that this guy right here knows how to sing. I mean, for me he looked like someone who doesn't know how to do anything besides babysitting.

"No, I swear to God my voice sounds awful," He said, taking the glass from my hand and drinking from it. I glared at him.

"Aw c'mon! Please, sing for me?" I looked at him, imitating the puppy dog eyes look as I hoped he'd say yes.

"No. I only sing for babies," He said. If there's one thing that I hate, is not getting what I want. Especially if I asked nicely.

"But I'm also a baby! Your baby," I pouted. I hate what I'm doing right now but I just want to hear him sing.

He let out a small laugh, "What? You're funny,"

I rolled my eyes heavenwards. "Ya! Don't you remember when we were kids you used to tell me that I'm your baby? Also, I hate doing that, you know? But can you just sing for me? I just really want to hear you sing,"

"Fine," I rested my head on the table as I stare at him, waiting for him to sing.

"내 낡은 기타를 들어 하지 못한 고백을 혹은 고집스레 삼킨 이야기를," He started. My eyes rounded in shock, he's singing one of my favourite songs from my favourite boy group, EXO.

When I was a teen, I loved EXO with all my heart. Even though I can't go to their concerts, nor buy their albums, I still loved and supported them. Their vocals are crazy and they are really talented people. I suddenly missed them.

I remember bawling my eyes out when they got their first daesang. That moment was so precious to me.

"I'll sing for you," He finished.

"Man! You're so good! I love that song!" I said while clapping for him. It almost feels like I attended EXO's concert.

"Wait, you like EXO?" He asked. I wonder if he likes EXO too.

"Yeah, since they debuted," I answered, grinning at him. I saw his face immediately lit up after I answered.

"Dude! I like EXO too!" He said, smiling at me from ear to ear. I can tell that he's happy after knowing that I'm an EXO-L.

We just talked and talked until we got tired. I remember finishing the champagne with him and everything went black.

I woke up with a bad headache. I don't even remember what I did last night. I just remembered drinking with Soobin while talking about some stuffs and boom— it's already morning.

I got up from bed. I decided that I'll ask Soobin about what happened last night because I feel like I did some stupid things last night. Oh God, I hope I didn't puke on him.

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just want to let you guys know that idk if soobin really likes exo hehe. also, if some of you guys don't like exo, keep the hate to yourself. ;) spread love & stay safe ♡

xoxo, nicole.