okay, first let me take a minute to tell you 'bout the chapter i promised to publish yesterday. well i guess, wattpad just thought it was very funny to delete the whole chapter when i was like one second off the site... i know, nuts. but enough 'bout that already. let's talk 'bout today.
i don't rlly know what i have to think 'bout today. today had up's and downs, as usual. but idk. something inside of me tells me my downs lately are more and they last longer. i don't rlly know where this suddenly comes from, i mean i thought i was in the middle of a relapse again. but now, if i look back in time, i think i'm nearly in the beginning of it and the worst is yet to come. you know, i suffer from heavy depressoins and some relapses are worse then others. i know that. i know it'll be better in like two or three months, but i also know that up won't last long. i know from experience that depression takes verry long to heal from, i'm in therapy for a very long time now and things only are getting worse.
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Randommy diary - depression - self harm - anxiety - disorders ***TRIGGER WARNING: INCLUDES SELF HARM PICS***
