Okay, i've been meaning to talk about this for awhile now. I just wanted to tell you that... It's done, i'm done.
I felt so frustrated, since past year already. I'm done putting up with this shit, i'm done fighting against it.
I mean, did i really deserved what i'm going trough? Did some sort of anyone ever really wanted me to live in this hell?
I'm 100% sure, if someone ever would ask me if i would go to heaven or hell. I would answer: 'off course i will go to heaven, i'm already in hell now.'
I mean it's not like anyone would ever ask that, but that will be my answer.
"Sorry guys that i didn't wrote the last few days, i didn't want to..."
Sorry not sorry
I sure hope other people who are suffering with depression would understand🙃
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Randommy diary - depression - self harm - anxiety - disorders ***TRIGGER WARNING: INCLUDES SELF HARM PICS***
