«Insane» Noah jupe/Marcus Abbott x reader)

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(Marcus's POV)

My dad pulls me aside, so no one could hear.
"What?" I ask, looking at him.
"You went there?!" He asks, looking mad.
"I wasn't going to wait for her to die!" I say, confused as to why he's mad.
"That was really stupid! Who the hell walks into the middle of a gang?!" He asks, raising his voice.
"Me! because I'd rather die trying to save her than die knowing I could've saved her!" I yell back.
"It's my job to protect you! You shouldn't have Done that!"
My dad yells.
"Yeah, well It's my job to protect her! I don't really care what you say" I yell at him, he looks really mad.
"Sometimes you do things that are really stupid, it honestly makes me rethink things!" My dad yells.
"Rethink what?" I ask confused, my dad shakes his head.
"It makes me rethink if you should be with her" he says bluntly.
Anger builds up inside me, and before I knew it, my fist met his face.

(Y/n's POV)
I passed Dylan to Evelyn, hearing Marcus and Lee yelling at each other.
I couldn't hear what they where saying, but it sounded like they where mad.
I use all my strength to stand up, Regan helps me to the door.
I open the door.
Just as I do, Marcus punches Lee in the face.
I gasp as he hits the floor.
I didn't know Marcus was that strong.
Marcus turns around, seeing us all standing there.
Evelyn rushes to Lee, handing Dylan to Regan.
I look at Marcus, with mixed emotions.
"Y/n, I-" I cut him off.
"Why'd you do that" I ask, looking at Lee who was knocked out cold.
Marcus walks over to me, lifting his hand to my cheek.
I flinch, causing him to look at me with sadness in his eyes.
"You think I'll hurt you?" He asks, looking hurt.
I don't say anything, I just look down.
"I thought you loved me" he says, pulling his hand back.
"Marcus, Of course I love you" I say, looking up at him.
"But you can't do that" I say, looking at Lee who was sitting up holding his head.
"Marcus, I don't know what's gotten into you, but it ends now" I say, raising my voice slightly.
"You're not my mom" he says, my face softens.
"You're unbelievable" I say, I push past him, making my way to lee.

(Marcus's POV)

Y/n pushes past me, walking to my dad.
I was only trying to stand up for her.
My dad stands up with the help of Regan and my mom.
Y/n was holding Dylan, staring at me with hurt in her eyes.
"Dad I'm sorry" I say, walking up to him.
"Don't" He says, walking out the door.
My mom and Regan follow him.
I look over at y/n who was still holding Dylan.
"I'm sorry" I say, walking up to her.
She moves back a bit, I sigh.
"Are you really afraid of me?" I ask, she looks up at me.
"Not you" She says, I relax a bit.
"I'm afraid of what you might become" she adds on.
"I love you, but I can see there are some things bothering you" she says, I look down.
"What is it?" She asks, she places Dylan on the couch.
"You can tell me" She says, walking up to me.
"It's nothing" I say, turning around.
She walks in front of me.
"Marcus, I-" I cut her off.
"Leave me alone!" I say, raising my voice.
Dylan starts crying.
"I'm trying to help you, Marcus! You're making it really hard" she yells, crossing her arms.
"I don't know what you want me to say!" I yell at her, she flinches.
"I want you to tell me the truth" she says softly, I sigh in frustration.
"There isn't a truth! I killed someone for you! I had to stab them to save you! And no one asked me how I was! No one ever asked if I was okay. I took someone's life away, y/n!" I yell, I feel myself start to boil with anger again.
I spin around, accidentally hitting her shoulder.
She falls backwards, being weak from lack of food and sleep.
She hits the ground,
Dylan was still crying.
I see blood dripping from the back of her head, I start crying.
I don't know what came over me.
I quickly lift her off the ground and onto my lap, putting pressure on the cut on her head.
I hear the door open and see my mom run to us.
"What happened?!" She asks, leaning down.
"I didn't mean it, I-I'm sorry" i say sobbing, my mom looks at me with disappointment.
Regan and my dad run in, Regan grabs baby Dylan who was still crying.
"Did you do this?!" My dad asks, I look at y/n.
She was still unconscious, and looked pale.
"Did you?!" My dad repeats himself.
"I didn't mean to" I say, starting to sob more, my dad lifts y/n up.
He takes her out of the room, Regan and Evelyn follow.
Leaving me alone.

Alone again.