«Insane» Noah jupe/Marcus Abbott x reader)

«27»

(Y/n's POV)

I can't believe Marcus told them.
That was my biggest secret, and he knew that.
I trusted him with it, and he basically yelled it through the house.

I run out the house, ignoring all the tears falling off my face.
I hear him open the door, so I start running faster.
I don't know where, anywhere but here will do.
"Y/n!" I hear him yelling my name.
I run into the corn field, hiding in the long grassy stuff.
"Y/n, please" I hear him say.
he sounded close, but I don't think he knows where I am.
"I'm so sorry, I know you trusted me with your secret" he says, I can hear in his voice he's been crying.
"Please just come out, give me another chance" he says.
I start to cry even more.
I don't blame him, but I thought he had more respect for me than that.
"I won't stop looking for you" He says, his voice breaks during the sentence.
I stand up, still not seeing him.
I walk to where the corn is shorter, seeing him standing there.
I look down at the ground, not wanting to make eye contact with him.
"I'm so sorry" He says, walking up to me.
I still didn't look up.
"I didn't want to tell them, but they where pushing me and I-" I cut him off.
"You promised" I say, still staring at the ground.
He takes my hands in his, moving closer.
"I know, I was mad and I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it" he says.
"How do I know you're not going to break all of your promises" I say,  feeling more tears well up in my eyes.
"Because I love you" He says.
"You're using That as an excuse, Marcus" I say, feeling hurt he wouldn't give me a reason.
"It's not an excuse, it's the truth. I do love you" He says, his voice becoming quiet at the end.
"You can't even give me a reason as to why I should trust you again" I say, finally looking up at him.

(Marcus's POV)

"You can't even give me a reason as to why I should trust you again" She looks up at me, I see the sadness and pain in her eyes.
"I-I" I start to speak but nothing comes out.
"You know what, leave it" she says, as more tears fall down her cheeks.
"No, wait" I say, she doesn't listen.
She walks away, leaving me standing alone in the cornfield.
I sigh, running my fingers through my hair.
I sit on the ground, burying my face into my knees.

(Y/n's POV)
I walk into the house, stepping into the kitchen.
Lee and Evelyn where standing there, looking guilty as hell.
"I-"
"save it" I say, cutting lee off.
"Tell your son we're done" I say, slamming the door as I walk up the stairs.

This is why I don't tell people things.
I throw myself in the bed dramatically, imagining myself to be in a movie.
I was hoping Marcus would run after me, showing he loved me.
But no.

He never cared about me.