stray kids 💙 reactions & imagines

skz 💙 dead pt 2

I disappeared for a while but I'm back now
Sorry updating takes forever 😢 i need requests because i have no motivation to keep going
i don't really wanna write this so it's short
Words: 555
Genre: angst / sad
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💙 HYUNJIN —

- wow he was doing bad
- and by bad i mean he went into therapy immediately
- and wouldn't talk to anyone for months
- someone else had to move your stuff out of his dorm, because if he had seen a little bit of you, he started a crying fit
- he missed you more than you'd ever comprehend
- he started to wander around the city at night, looking for something
- even beautiful diamonds would no longer hold their luster
- he stopped dancing, he stopped taking care of himself
- he was ruined

💙 JISUNG —

- he wasn't the happy virus he always was
- he had to take time off from stray kids, recounciling with his parents
- he was still just a kid after all, and the love of his life was taken away from him
- he couldnt do it on his own
- when he came back, he found that fans had made a small shrine dedicated to you
- the small gesture made his heart swell
- he would have to be slowly integrated back into the bad, not able to go immediately into concerts and award shows
- no one could blame him, no one was going to
- it was a loss to everyone

💙 FELIX —

- ok so he threw himself into working
- he didn't sleep much at night and refused any kind of treatment
- however chan and the members of stray kids really helped pull him together
- he didn't smile the same, but after a few months, everyone was just glad he was smiling
- he knew he couldnt be sad forever, you'd beat his ass if he kept frowning
- so he moved on for you
- you were always his inspiration

💙 SEUNGMIN —

- he really didn't react at first ??
- or, to be more specific, it didn't click that you were actually dead at first
- he was away at tour, and got the message when he was on the plane
- he felt his heart start beating faster, and tears threaten to spill from his eyes
- but he didn't necessarily believe it until he saw it with his own eyes
- and damn, when he did, best believe he cried
- he cried and let out all his frustrations
- the only thing he wanted was to have you back

💙 JEONGIN —

- he's a baby, it probably hit him really really hard
- someone he loved died, what was he supposed to do ?
- he didn't know anymore
- he lost motivation to sing and dance in stray kids
- for a moment he thought he was going to have to drop out, but the leader of stray kids stopped him from doing so and just let him go on break
- stray kids wasn't stray kids without the maknae but.. the maknae wasn't himself without you
- he had to pull himself together on his own terms, he wasn't going to be forced to be okay when he wasn't
- he stayed by himself a lot, trying to figure himself out
- in the end, he found one of your necklaces in his wallet he used to keep from one of your dates, and soon it became something he couldn't part with