My FAN WIFE!!!

FAN WIFE : 1⃣7⃣

I wonder why the alarm is not ringing I opened my one eye to see jungkook sitting by my side holding the alarm.

Did he actually didn't let it ring most important why is he in my room???
My kept thinking when groaned.

"Woaahh! Yoona you up "
He rubbed his eyes as he yawned.
"Yes but most importantly why are you here! I mean didn't you sleep last night" I looked at him.

"No I mean I did slept but then I decided to take a look at you and you were crying in sleep I was scared so I decided to be by your side"
He smiled weakly.

"I told you I'll not die or disappear . Then why ? It's essential for you to rest mr Jeon I never want to come between you and your work."
I said in a serious tone.

"I wasn't suspicious just concerned for you you looked so down all the time ." My eyes wide open listening to his words when he looked up at me.
"But you seem fine today "he pouted .
"Yes I'm ..so you go to work now " I raised my brows.
"Really you want me to go " he pouted. *Aegyo mode on

"See, I'm fine I'll take medicine . Won't move a bit yagsog" I showed him my pinky finger .
"Yagsog " he smiled.
"Biee, take care" he patted my head.

To be true I'm alone without him again. How long ! I sighed staring at the ceiling.
"Lady ,your breakfast" dahyun entered the room.
"I don't feel like " but then I could feel her glaring me . "Is something wrong ?" She asked without a pause.

"I feel like I'm torn between my past and my present I'm scared to loose my present in order to approach my past."
I spoke my heart out to her.

"Then face it maybe you can get over your past protecting your present" she gave me a smile.

I wish things were this easy but it's not I'll only ruin things further.

"I'll eat the breakfast just a little" I took a bite .
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"If you need anything call for me "
She helped me sit properly ony bed .
I just nodded.

Ah! My leg hurts a bit as I move even a little.

I kept looking outside the window the clouds .
I picked up my mobile again I don't know why baekhyun thought just crossed my mind .
I looked at the number I had of him is he still using this number???
I don't think so he is
I decided not to but just once if I can hear him. And I called him
"Ringgg! Ringgg!"
It is still ringing maybe he is not using this number I'm bit sad but
"Hello" I heard his shrill still but husky voice filled my mind and heart with the time we spent together.

I kept quite because i don't want himt to know.
"Hello anyone there ??"
He kept saying while my tears kept falling out .

He was about to cut the call but then

"Yo...yoona" I heard him his voice he did recognised me . I covered my lips not to let him hear me.
"Yoona yoona I kn....ow it's you . Are ..yo..u fin...e "
I sobbed choked his voice calling out for him.

"Baekhyun" I cut the call holding it close to my chest. I'm sorry ..sorry baekhyun.
I'm filled with guilt for making you cry ,hurting you . I want to apologise for leaving you and to not be by your side when you needed me the most.
"Ringgg" he is calling again my hands trembled seeing his name .
I couldn't hold back I picked up his call
"Yoona...."
"Mianhae don't call " I switched off my mobile.

I mobile slipped from my hand .
Like my breaking heart I tried keeping together till now is shattering away hurting me more and more .
My pain just increased until the medicine tool over mr heart and brain.
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"Wait ! I don't baek...."
I spreaded out my hand with my eyes wide open .
There's no open place it's a room not baekhyun in front of me but.

"Yoona , it's all fine hey " jungkook pulled my face to him but my eyes was fixed at the wall in front of me.
That's right I'm in present not in past there's no love not baekhyun but a deal and jungkook beside me .

"Yoona" I just stared at the wall as he kept talking to me.

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