When I'm Older

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I'm terrified that when I'm older
I'll still be anxious.
I'm so terrified of what I might do to myself
if I'm on my own for too long.
I'm so scared I'll get older
and I won't be any different,
so I'll just stop trying
and give up
and hurt myself.




Author's Note
I just want to wake up one day and not be anxious about every little thing. I want to be able to talk to people and get things done on my own and not be sad all the time. I want to be OK again.

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