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Well here we are... 6:20am... God damnit... I was planning on get some sleep, I swear I was, I'm tired as hell but my brain said "you won't get sleep tonight asshole" I just wanted to rest, I'm tired, I want to sleep but at the same time I can't.
Ugh...so tired that my thoughts always keeps me awake at night... Please let me sleep!!!
I feel like I'm writing nonsense, I swear I'm not drunk or high, even if sometimes I really feel like that could help me get through everything, but oh well, I don't want to disappoint anyone even more of what I do everyday, so let's at least keep sober, dead inside and mentally disabled but sober, at least those two things I can hide.
I can hear a plane passing. I wonder where it goes. I wonder who goes inside and where those people go. Maybe they go visit their family or are they going back home after coming to see their family? Guess I'll never now.
Good thing to be awake at times like these is that I can hear the birdies singing outside. It's somehow relaxing, along with the airplane. I wish that I could fly way up in the sky, like a bird so high...
I can also hear the cars passing by, a long distance from here actually, if it was closer it would be just disturbing and annoying, but the distance it's perfect, is so relaxing as well. I like to hear the cars and the airplanes. It makes me feel comfortable in some way, makes me feel calm. I also love thunderstorms, but that doesn't happen as much times as I would like honestly... The sound of the powerful thunders makes me really happy. I tend to go running for some window to see them. It's so powerful, we are so small compared to nature, it's so amazing seeing the sky all clear and bright.
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also have some cool videos that I caught thunders on camera, I love them.
It's 6:40am now I've been 20min just putting my late night thoughts here... I still feel tired, I still can't sleep.
Ugh I think I might just try again... I will be like a zombie by the morning...
It's the 3rd plane I hear, apparently the sky over here has more traffic at this time.
