Lost Notes from a Time of Despair

Chorus

I'm a bass. 

Objectively, I know I have a good voice; it's deep and resonant. It's just...

I'm kinda jealous of my friends. 

Well, the few friends I have outside of school.

They can sing soprano without going falsetto, or sing Burn or Touch the Sky without transposing down the octave...

I wish I could do that, sometimes. 

And sometimes I hate the sound of my own voice and I wonder why I even chose chorus as my elective...

Why did I have to have a low voice...? 

I will find out if I made it to all-states today. 

I probably won't, but what if I do?

I'm so confused and stressed right now...