Rockstar Dad?

Untitled Part 19

   The day has gone slow we are in New Hampshire and there is nothing to do. I sit watching the corpse bride.I end up having a Tim Burton marathon his moves never get old. I go and get dressed in black skinny's a Iron Maiden shirt and my studded leather Jaket. I walk to the venue after showing the guy the pass I have.I walk in and hear dad and Emerson talking. "You won't hurt her?" "No sir wouldn't dream of it." "I'm okay with it then but I must talk to her mother  about it.If you hurt ill kill you and that's not a threat thats a pomise got it." "Yes." "Good Ill let you know what her mother says." I sit their for a minute and walk out. "Hey em." "Hey tone"he smiles. We stand and talk for a minute and I go to the guys dressing room.  I knock and they tell me to come in. They are all getting ready and hanging I go chill back stage when palaye is on. as they play their second song Remington runs back stage and starts to puke. He runs back on and a second later hes back throwing up again. I hear Sebastian tell every one they will be right back.  "Rem you cant keep playing your gonna pass out" Sebastian tells him . "I have to Seb." "The fans will understand." "We cant let them down." "I have an idea" Emerson tells them and runs over to me. "Tony I need a favor from you"he asks. "What is em" I ask. "I need you to take Rems place." I choke. "You mean his place as in singing?" "Yes please." "Okay." He hugs me "thank you so much." "Dont mention it." Dad walks out and I tell him hes shocked at first and Sebastian tells the fans whats going on and I run on stage. "Guys this is are good friend Tony.She has agreed to take Rem spots please forgive her if she messes up a song." I walk up to the mic and Sebastian  starts you'll be fine.  Once Emerson starts to play I wait for I start to sing not really moving but I start to get into the music and jump around.

I see it in those eyes
You're so damn hypnotized
You wanted to pretend
The voice you hear is not in your head
You wanted to escape
 you're not that innocent
Just stay for the show
 don't turn around because mama say don't goOh no no no, no mama say don't go
Oh no no no, no mama say don't go
Oh no no no
Oh no no noI'm looking for you out there
I'm looking for truth inside your stare
I'm looking for you outside 'cause I mean it
No, I mean it you'll be fineI'm looking for you this way
But you don't hear a word I say
I'm looking for you this time
'Cause I mean it
Yeah I mean it you'll be fineWell I can see the way she sleeps
Tonight I find a better peace of mind
In her eyes
Oh her eyes
Oh her eyes
YeahOh her eyes
Oh her eyes
Oh her eyesI'm looking for you out there
I'm looking for truth inside your stare
I'm looking for you outside
'Cause I mean it
Yeah I mean it you'll be fineI'm looking for you this way
But you don't hear a word I say
I'm looking for you this time
'Cause I mean it
Yeah I mean it you'll be fineI see it in those eyes
You're so damn hypnotized
You wanted to pretend
The voice you hear is not in your headI'm looking for you out there
I'm looking for truth inside your stare
I'm looking for you outside
'Cause I mean it
Yeah I mean it you'll be fineI'm looking for you this way
But you don't hear a word I say
I'm looking for you this time
'Cause I mean it
Yeah I mean it
You'll be fine
There's pause and then they start to play death dance. I bite my lip and smile when I see all the crowd smiling.I start to sing.
I never thought I'd be so mean
Never thought I'd be alone at nineteen
All the sounds are in my head again, head again
And all the thoughts are running through my brain and out the door
Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain
But you can see all the things I'm going through
Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain
But you can see all the shit I'm going throughNo no no, no no no
I hide my pain inside
No no no, no no no
I bleed to feel alive
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh
I am dead inside
No no no
Makes it hard to surviveNo you can't find my reasons
No, you can't find my pain
We all got lost in Jesus
But he can't take away my pain
I'm looking for something more
So take me away, from out the door
Now I'm looking for you outside to sayNo no...
at get higher Ash throws me a water and take a sip. Emerson winks at me and they start to play the intro to get higher.This Is one of my favorite song and I can relate to it.I feel these emotions flow into the music as I sing.

I woke up to the sound
Of a man who's always been
But never been around and he told me
How to change my ways
And stop with the childish games
So I told the man no
I'm never ever going to change
This's who I am
Going to feel my own pain
Haven't been here in years
And it's not your choice
Going to do what I want
Cuz I'm not a little boyI get higher, I get higher
I'm going to set this house on fire
Shut off the lights I hear your sound
I'm locking the door as you fall to the ground
I get higher, I get higher
The sun is shining I'm on fire
I walk the streets I hear no sounds
My shiny blue eyes turn to painful brownIn the park where I sat down
Saw the payphones ringing
So I answered the sound
I need another quarter
Man keeps on talking
Don't know where it went
Must of...
Next Is mr doctor man.I know how us fans love this song.I really hope I don't duck it up.Me and Rem sing so diffent .I hope I dont kill it.And I mean kill it in the bad way . I drink a couple sips of water and put the water bottle on the amp. I start to sing and. Get lost in the music.


I'm Mr. Doctor man questions his hands
Lost his mind, clinically fine
Found a way to cope needle in his throat
Falling down but the world is spinning round and round he knowUp down but the world keeps spinning round and round
I see this place ain't big enough for me
I want you to take me away way, way, way
Up down but the world keeps spinning round and round
I see this place ain't big enough for me
I want you to take me away way, way, wayWhat did you want to say?
Chemically it's running through my veins you see?
Romance of the plastic scenes
I can't see you breathe
They're coming after me
Honestly it's running through my veins you see
I don't need their surgeries
I just want to be
But they are coming after meThere is...
Sebastian runs to the mic. "I'm sorry guys but thats all we have time for." "Awww" the crowd calls. "I know I'm sorry guys but can I get a big hand for Tony." They all clap and cheer. "Thank you" I call into the mic. I run off stage and dad and all my uncles are right there. "That was great Tony" ash cheers as he hugs me. "Thanks dad." They all hug me. "Your a natural" says Andy. "Thanks uncle Andy."  "Your great you look so happy out their" Jinxx joins in. Jake nods and hugs me. Ash hugs me Have fun guys" I call.  "Always" they call smiling. Emerson walks over to me and picks me up and spins me. I laugh and smile he puts me down and pulls me into a hug. "You were great." "Thanks" I laugh. "I'm serious you were natural you got so in to the music." I smile. "It felt great."  "I'm hot want to go get some air?" "Yeah." We walk out and one of their fans comes over. "Hey can I get a pic" I step away and she turns to me. "Can you get in the picture you were great." "Thank you and sure." I smile and we take a picture. "Can I have your instagram or YouTube or anything I want to know if you ever get into music more." "Yeah of course." I give her my instagram. Over the next couple minute we have a few more people come up taking pics with em.A couple with us both those one also asked me for my social media. It slows down when black veil starts playing.Seb walked out and seen us sitting out back talking. "Tony are twitter is full of people who where at the show asking for your social can I tweet it out?" "Um sure." He smiles and goes to the bus. "People loved you". "Thanks em." We sit there for a while.  I bid him good night and go to the bus.