Midnight Blue

75.) Too Up

Want to hear something deep?

Somehow I knew,

Deep down,

Everything was going to be messed up.

Too deep?

I look at the up part.

Part of me says so.

So,

What?

I was considered a so so individual.

A set fine to fail.

Somehow I knew,

But I couldn't stop myself.

I tried to take charge,

Hearing mockeries become sickeningly new,

To pay deep.

I was -

I am -

Good. 

The system can make or break you.

But there I was -

Here I am.