La Douleur Exquise|| Wattys2019

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Leaving

"You and Luhan broke up?"

"Yeah" Sehun pulled away and shrugged

"Why?"

"Because .. well it's a lot to explain" Sehun sighed as he looked up at the ceiling

"I'm listening" Baekhyun nudged Sehun's arm a little

"I'm moving"

"Moving?" Baekhyun repeated as he swore he could feel his heart breaking all over again

"Yeah.. To the states..my mom is going to be working there for awhile and Luhan called me earlier and it's complicated we're just taking a break for now I guess" Baekhyun watched as Sehun bit his bottom lip out of frustration

" Can't you stay here?" Baekhyun looked down at his leg scared to look up

"I would if I could baekkie" Sehun smiled as he ruffled Baekhyun's hair

Baekhyun blinked his tears away and smiled trying to be positive "Finally I'm happy!!" Baekhyun forced a fake smile

"When are you leaving?"

"That's what I was going to tell you.. I'm leaving in a couple days" Sehun looked at the floor he knew he was hurting Baekhyun again but Sehun didn't know what else to do besides play along

"Wow so no one will be teasing me or bothering me!! I'm super excited!!" Baekhyun stood up and smiled as he continued to hold back tears

"Yah! Your so mean!!" Sehun laughed

"Aren't you going to at least miss me while I'm gone??" Sehun asked while staring at Baekhyun with admiration

"Nope" Baekhyun blurted out as he continued to try and distract himself

"Meanie"

"Well no one will tease me or pick on me during school and now I can enjoy school and no one will give me head aches!" he forced himself to laugh

"I'll miss you though" Sehun whispered as he sighed and laid back down

"At least I can move on now" Baekhyun muttered as he started to feel dizzy and sick

Sehun stared at Baekhyun surprised he didn't know how to respond he saw Baekhyun with a small smile on his face but it was the kind of smile someone wore when they were finally letting go of a loved one

Baekhyun laid on his bed keeping some distance between him and Sehun, they both stared at the ceiling feeling sad for completely different reasons

"I'm sorry Baek" Sehun turned to look at Baekhyun

"You should be" Baekhyun sighed keeping his gaze at the plain white ceiling