La Douleur Exquise|| Wattys2019

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You what?

After school ended Baekhyun was sad that he didn't see Sehun at all after awhile

But still he went home as usual and he just wanted to take a nap or something he was exhausted from worrying about Sehun he was tired from working all day at school he just wanted a break

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Baekhyun's soft snores were muffled by his blanket that was pulled up over his head and small body movements were barely visible

Sehun smiled to himself as he stood by Baekhyun's bedroom door carefully taking in the details of the small males room

He quietly closed the door and tip toed over to Baekhyun's bed he smirked to himself as he heard the soft snoring he suddenly jumped on the sleeping male

Baekhyun shot up and accidentally rolled off his own bed when Sehun started laughing uncontrollably

"WHAT THE HELL!!!!" He yelled as he sat up rubbing his eyes "Sehun what the fuck!!!"

"I'm sorry Baekkie I couldn't waste that opportunity" Sehun laughed as he sat up on the edge of the bed

"Who even let you in!?" His voice sounded raspy and sleepy as he continued to sit on the floor holding his head trying to figure out his surroundings

"Your mom she said your were sleeping and she also told me to tell you she has night shift" Sehun yawned as he laid his back against Baekhyun's soft bed

"Move!" Baekhyun tried pushing Sehun off but he didn't seem to budge

"What are you even doing here?" Baekhyun asked as he gave up and he climbed onto his bed and sat by Sehuns leg near the end of the bed he continued to rub the sleepiness from his eyes

Sehun suddenly opened his eyes he sat up to face Baekhyun "W-well I just wanted to know if you were hungry or needed some new bandages for your arm?" Sehuns gaze fell to his injured arm

"No I'm fine" Baekhyun yawned as he raised his arms over his head to stretch

They sat in akward silence for a few seconds and Sehun started to play with his fingers looking down

"I.. I uhm.."

"What?" Baekhyun looked at the older

He took in a deep breath and spoke "I also wanted to say that I'm sorry" Sehun rubbed the back of his neck

"Sorry for what?" Baekhyun asked curiously

"For everything.. for letting Kyungsoo hurt your arm, for not telling you how I felt when you told me how you felt, for hurting you, for being scared and ignoring you, you know for hurting your heart even though you don't have one" Sehun stared at the bed until he felt a small thud on his head

"I hate you" Baekhyun tried to sound annoyed but he didn't know what to do because the tears were about to fall, he wanted to avoid that whole conversation

Sehun smiled "I'm really sorry Bacon, and I'm serious you don't have a hear- OUCH!!" Sehun placed a hand on his head

Baekhyun started to playfully slap Sehun's arm "I hate you!! Why are you so annoyi-" he felt Sehun suddenly pull him into a hug

Baekhyun didn't move but instead he slowly hugged the older male back

Baekhyun could feel Sehun's warm breath against his shoulder, he could hear the shallow breaths that Sehun was taking Baekhyun smiled a little as he slowly buried his face in Sehun's shoulder taking in his scent

He knew he shouldn't get his hopes up, not to fall for him again Baekhyun know he shouldn't feel the happiness he knew it was wrong Baekhyun didn't want to get his hopes up just to get hurt in the end

But still he couldn't help the feeling that his heart felt how his heartbeat started to speed up Baekhyun couldn't avoid what was going on now he wanted Sehun to be his he didn't want this to end

Sehun's voice suddenly broke the silence and Baekhyun slowly pulled away he looked at Sehun's blank expression

Baekhyun didn't know what to say or how to react instead he stared into Sehun's dark eyes he didn't know how Sehun felt about all of this

"You and Luhan broke up?"