La Douleur Exquise|| Wattys2019

-6-

The Mistake?

For the first hour Sehun continued to make mixed drinks for Baekhyun since he couldn't handle straight alcohol

That was until he wandered off and started to accept random drinks from random people and within four hours and after a couple more drinks Baekhyun couldn't see anything right but he seemed more open, more out of his stuffy shell, he was talking and laughing with different people he was dancing and just enjoying himself but after awhile he didn't really know what was going on and he kept blacking out

Baekhyun felt soft lips press against his and wandering hands

He was seeing small glimpses of Sehun's face, he felt someone's warm hands on his small waist guiding him somewhere

Suddenly a cold breeze blew across his face and the last thing he remembered hearing was Sehun calm stern voice say something about "taking care of Baekhyun"

He felt himself being laid down in the backseat of someone's car and that's when everything faded into darkness.

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Baekhyun woke up to the bright light shining in from his curtain he slowly sat up in his bed noticing that he only had his pants on and his shirt was thrown on the floor by his closet across the room

He couldn't really remember what happened that night, everything seemed foggy and a bit hazy

He was about to lay back down when suddenly his mother bursted through the door and suddenly he got an ear full from his Mom she gave him a never ending lecture on why she didn't want him drinking

She also yelled at him because he was out late and didn't come back until 1 in the morning and she also said that one of his friends had brought him back home last night and that's when pieces of that night came back

After she was done yelling at him she went back downstairs to get ready for work and Baekhyun felt as if he disappointed her

Baekhyun glanced at his alarm clock beside his bed and the time read 7:37a.m he quickly jumped up and started rummaging through his closet to find a shirt to wear, once he found one he slipped his shoes on he ran around his room looking for his bag but without success he couldn't find it but he found his phone on the floor he grabbed it and ran downstairs not bothering to change his ripped jeans from the day before

He ran downstairs out the door past his mom so he wouldn't be the last out of the house which meant she had to lock the door when she left

He turned a corner and saw the bus pulling up to the bus stop and he continued to run until he got there just in time, he forced his wobbly legs up the steps and threw himself into one of the empty seats near the front and leaned his head against the leather seat

While the bus made it's usual stops here and there picking up other students Baekhyun tried his best to remember what happened that night, but the only thing he could recall was seeing Chanyeol kissing some guy, and seeing Sehun's face

Baekhyun suddenly remembered himself trying to copy Sehun by swallowing as much alcohol as he could

Then he remembered Sehun leading him to the kitchen and taking care of him for awhile, he remembered how Sehun tried to mix certain things with alcohol beverages so Baekhyun could drink it without feeling the burning in his throat, he faintly remembered the feeling of Sehun's hands on his waist his oversized hands on his tiny waist they seemed to fit around Baekhyun perfectly and at the thought of this Baekhyun started blushing

I shouldn't even be feeling this way about him!! Baekhyun scolded himself But still he was actually being kind to me last night.. maybe he does have a soft spot?

The bus pulled into the very familiar parking lot and Baekhyun looked around himself for his bag until he remembered that he forgot where he had left it, he mentally faced palmed

He scurried inside the building and received a couple of glares from a group of girls that were standing next to their lockers, but Baekhyun ignored them and walked towards his class

The door was surprisingly open he walked inside where a couple of his classmates were already sitting and having their own conversations, Baekhyun took his usual seat and let the growing anxiety eat away at him

Suddenly Sehun slowly walked through the open door but Baekhyun didn't want to know what happened that night, he thought he had a pretty good idea of what happened between the two that night so he kept his eyes glued to the table

The chair beside him scrapped the tiled floor as it was being pulled back but Baekhyun didn't budge or move he already knew that Sehun was going to sit beside him, Sehun pulled something over Baekhyun's head and dropped it onto the table with a low thud noise

He looked up and there sat his plain black backpack

"Soo me and Luhan got into an argument about you" Sehun's usual goofy voice was no where to be found rather his voice seemed harsh and  low

"Me? What did I do?" While Baekhyun didn't have a clue as to why, his anxiety suddenly started to make him shake a little

"You don't remember what happened!?" Sehun tried to make his voice sound serious

"You kissed me last night and both Chanyeol and my boyfriend saw, that's why we got into an argument" Sehun explained finally taking a seat beside Baekhyun who's eyes widened in shock and his mouth was open ajar

How? How could he ruin his chances with Chanyeol by kissing the guy he disliked the most "why.. why are you lying!?" Baekhyun said loudly causing a couple of people to look their way

"You were drinking a lot last night, but why would I lie to you?" Sehun asked looking over at the frantic Baekhyun "And because of that stupid argument over you, I didn't get to finish my essay" Sehun pretended to be annoyed as he rolled his eyes in annoyance

Baekhyun suddenly felt sick he didn't want to be there at the moment, he wanted to go home he wanted to stay under his covers, Baekhyun looked up at the clock and there was only 7minutes left before class started and he knew his mother would be at work by now

He unzipped his bag and pulled out his essay and tossed it to Sehun who looked at him in surprise, " I'm leaving, here just take my assignment and erase my name" he didn't give him a second glance or anything he just walked out of the room and rushed down the hallway out of the building making a run for it down the street

Baekhyun wandered what Chanyeol thought of him now, he wanted to scream or cry in his frustration as he continued to walk into his neighborhood and down his driveway, he unlocked his door and walked inside and was welcomed by the warm atmosphere

He placed his bag on the floor and he took his shoes off he placed them beside the door before dragging himself up the stairs and throwing himself down onto his blanket he let out a long frustrated sigh

He sat up once more only to crawl under the blankets, he wrapped himself up ignoring the world and his problems for a short while til he heard his phone ringing downstairs

Baekhyun sat up annoyed as Hell and stomped all the way back downstairs into the living room he picked up his phone and read the caller ID his heart suddenly stopped as anxiety and adrenaline overwhelmed him