bts pt.2 // kim seokjin //

scene 11

"You're voice is cracking, what's happening?"

I'm sorry. I'm disappointing you, right?

"You're going pale, don't you get some sunlight anymore?"

I haven't been outside lately.

"You have eye bags now, and its getting darker, don't you sleep anymore?"

Kindly explain what sleep is.

"I don't see you wear short sleeves anymore, how come?"

It's getting pretty cold nowadays.

"Are you on a diet? Why are you so thin? Do you still eat at all?"

The last time i remembered eating was...

when did we upload Blood, Sweat and Tears again?

"Why aren't you cracking jokes anymore?"

You said hated it, right?

"Why aren't you smiling anymore?"

It's getting hard but, I guess I can keep trying.

"Where did your smile go?"

It abandoned me.

"You're no longer laughing like you used to, what's wrong?"

What's there to laugh for?

"Why aren't you happy anymore?"

I'm happy. I'm happy that you don't know.

"What's going on?"

What do you mean, what's going on? I'm fine!

"What's happening to you, hyung?"

Nothing is happening to me. Why do you care at all?

"What the hell is going on with you?"

I'm fine. I'm perfectly fine!

"What the fuck is wrong with you, hyung?"

...

I messed up again, didn't I?

"Are you okay, hyung?"

No. I'm not okay.

"I'm fine."