I could say so much about this year
Both good and bad
We all smiled, cried and frowned
We were played like fools
And when we found out, we felt like clowns
We built something and it collapsed
But the we made wonderful memories, don't forget the eclipse
What a year
Nothing was different it started with January
I was worried I thought I wouldn't make it
But here i am with all my body parts.
Still breathing
We lost loved ones
Some are still alive,
others left for the other side
We fell in love with people now they're not in our lives
We loved, we tried
Tolerated a lot of bullshit until we couldn't
We tried, we loved
We dug out treasures but they never belonged to us.
We were never pirates
So long ex lover.
My heart thought it wouldn't survive
Funny how that body part always gets us in some nonsense and cries first.
W
ow, heart!
We lost ourselves trying to love someone else.
Bitter drinks, blurry vision and self harm scars
Swallowed prides and broken promises
Took a cloth with a picture of what we wanted, teenage fantasies,
We used that to cover our minds and our eyes
We played dumb and blind
Accepted all kind of lies
After reading that line repeat after me
'i forgive myself'
No one had a gun pointed to our heads
But we took those stupid decisions for ourselves
If you relate, forgive yourself
We lost friends
People we called our best friends
Our so called walking diaries
But you can't keep what can't be kept
They left!
You can't fight alone you need someone to get in the ring with you and fight
Let them go bro, let them go sis
Just close the gates
Put the biggest keypad
Your life is not an app
No one can login and log out anytime they want.
Real friends stay.
Hashtag STAY!
Can I get an Amen!
Tests, assignments and presentations
Sleepless nights, insomnia!
depression!
Suicidal thoughts!
Studying for tests getting bad results
Academics!
Financial stress!
Social media!
Trends!
Cyber bullying!
Low self esteem!
I can to on and on...
But we pulled through
And you're a soldier, it's true
We are still alive, salute!
To the ones we lost we say farewell
You'll always be in our hearts
To the ones that messed up
It's not the end of the world
Hang in there, 2 words
Ariana grande, 3 words
'Just keep breathing'
But it wasn't all that bad
We met new people
Started new relationships
And friendships.
We partied, dropped low and dabbed
Scroll down your gallery
Look at all the amazing memories
All those smiles and tongue outs
And all the funny videos
It wasn't all bad, you see
Tried new things
Red braids, pierces
some of us are mothers
And every baby is a blessing
Bringing life to this Earth is such a beautiful thing.
It's been good!
We had our rainbows after the rain
From sides to mains. Lol
Bye 2018 it's been fun.
To 2019 we don't know what it has in stores for us but we're ready
Remember these nothing different it starts with January
But just different challenges and demons
Fight on your knees
Seek hELP ( he listens to prayers)
Thee end.
