I look at the window and watched how the kids playing with each other outside. I remember myself that once become happy and feel the feeling of being youth. A people who doesn't have any problem.

My memories came back again. From the moments I treasure the most and down to the last that it turns out to be my nightmare as well.

Flashback

Today was Valentines day. As a popular in our school, everyone gives me a present, a flower, chocolates, and everything that is usually give by anyone when heart's day came. I was so grateful and feel loved by anyone but there's still a part of myself that asking for more. I'm not contented because the person that I'm expecting the first one to do it with me is not paying attention to me at all.

But Rose was right I can't gain his attention if I'm not doing something to get it. So, I already decided that today I'm going to confess my feelings for him. The feelings I keep for 2 years. I guess it will be the right time to tell it to him since it was Valentines Days. I hope he will accept my love for him.

Excitement filled me for every steps I'm taking while heading my way to Taehyung. My heart was pounding so fast and I can't wait anymore to know him my feelings.

I already see Taehyung was in the bench chatting with his girl bestfriend. So I didn't waste anytime then get ready myself approaching him .I smile while watching them and a thought came to my mind that sooner or later I will be closed with Tae like that when he already accept my love. I'm getting near on his place and a few steps more I'll be able to reach him but suddenly my whole world stops when I saw him.......... I saw him kissing his bestfriend.

Everything went blank and even all  the things that I'm carrying went down from the floor while seeing it. Those fancy things that I received from my admirers suddenly became nothing in my eyes. It hurts! Really hurts! I know I don't have a right to be hurt but I really love him so bad that I can't help myself not to cry.

I don't know why but it's like fate is trying to play a trick on my life because it was really timing. While I'm crying the cloud is harmonious crying too. Just like in the movies. Just like in some depressive scenes where the protagonist is having a bad day.

I was crying so hard that time and later on I feel dizzy which caused me to passed out. The last time I remember I was already in the hospital surrounded by a nurses and doctor. I saw my mom and my family was already crying even Rose did. I'm so confused that time but when the doctor already speak all of my questions was answered.

The doctor started to spoke and that announcement turns my life to become a totally change. Not just a change but a miserable change. From perfect life to perfect hell because I was diagnosed with Grade II brain tumor. That's all and everything went black in my life.

End of flashback

"Lisa, I have something for you in my pocket" Rose open her bag and pick the box inside it. She quickly give it to me.

"Open it" she's smiling like an idiot while waiting me to open it.

"What's this?" I asked confusingly while unwrapping the pack of box. My eyes quickly widen upon seeing what's inside of it

"Dua Lipa Album?" I squealed in excitement.

"My new classmate was really a fan of DL. Accidentally, she bought 2 albums so I came out with an idea to buy the other one. She gladly agreed with it. You know what, if you're still in school I guess the two of you will be really close" Rose enthusiastically told to me.

"I guess too because if she loves DL well, I love her also" my eyes was sparkling while caressing DL's album. I can't hide my smile right now. Rose really knows how to cheer me up.

"Wait did you read her note for you?" Rose asked me.

"Note for me? I didn't saw it" I quickly look for the card that she's referring and luckily I found it fell to the floor. I pick it and read what's written on the card.

Hi Pranpri! Rose, my new found friend told me that you're also an avid fan of DL.

Here's her new album. Hope you like it! 😘 If someday you have some time can we meet? Let's go out and have a cup of coffee with me. I want to get  along with avid fan of Dua just like me 😄😄😄

Sincerely,
Jendeukie 💞

"What? Why she's calling me Pranpri?" I asked in annoyance. I'm really not fine calling me by my second name. It's embarrassing!

"I told her your name is Pranpri since I'm calling you like that when we are still kids" Rose paused for second then look seriously at me.

"And she thought you're a guy" she giggled while saying it

"What?" I burst out in annoyance.

"Sorry, I want to tell her that you're not a guy but she already imagine things with you when she already hear your name. She thought you're the guy that she's waiting for her life since you and her are both DL fan. I don't want to disappoint her so I ride with her delusions. I think she falls for you instantly" Rose explained to me.

"So that's the reason why she gave me a note?" I asked her again.

"Yeah" she nodded.

I released a big sigh after hearing these words from her. It's not new with me anymore to have a girl admirer since when I'm still on my healthy days both girls and boys are drooling over me. I'm used with it but right now was really different. I don't know to myself but there's a part of me that is happy knowing that someone is crushing over me. Maybe, I'm just glad because in spite of having a disease there still someone who admired me though she can't see me.

A small smile formed in my lips while thinking about it but don't misunderstand it. I'm just glad that's all.

"I think this is a great idea at all. Look at yourself, Jennie Kim can make you smile" Rose teased me when she notice me smiling like an idiot.

So her name is Jennie Kim? What a beautiful name. I didn't saw her yet but I guess her name really suits on her. But
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There's also a part of me who wants to know her more not just her name. I want to meet you, Jennie Kim.

A/N: Hello guys? How's the story for you? This is my second story and I hope you like it.

I'm already telling you guys, this second one will be a quite different to the first one. This story will just serve as a light one and I'm not planning to add some matured scenes here (but if you want that I'm thinking about it hahaha 😂😂😂)

Anyways I hope you will support it just like the first one thank you guys!

-jennielisaKM 

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