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time of death: 2:43 a.m.

Cause of death: Suicide

Name: Kim Namjoon
Life cycle: Fourth
Age: 17

Why'd you do it, was it worth it?

What was?

The short-lasting happiness. You'll regret ending this life so quickly.

What do you mean?

You could've been so much more, you could've stopped so many people from dying with your experience, influence young people positively, and make a diffence to the world.

But you gave all of that up because of a short period of hardships.

You don't understand, I was miserable then. I couldn't take it anymore.

Take what? The criticism? That's bullshit, there are so many people out there suffering in mental and physical pain.

You're not the only one in pain Namjoon, and you need to realise that.

You should have taken that pain and used it as fuel to excel in life.

I'm not trying to criticise you for suffering, but I need you to understand that you have to embrace it in order to overcome it.

I really made a mistake didn't I?

Yes, you really did.

I won't make the same mistake again.

I hope you'll remember this even though I know you won't.

Go on, live a happier life and push through the obstacles.

Thank you.