Getting Jauregui

Chapter 3

I nearly killed somebody

Don't you mind, don't you mind

I gave you something you could never give back

Don't you mind

You see my face like a heart attack

Don't you mind, don't you mind

I was late but I arrived

I'm sorry but I'd rather be getting high than watching my family die

Exaggerate you and I

I think I did something terrible to your body

Don't you mind

I put your mother through hell

Don't you mind

I hurt your brother as well

Don't you mind, don't you mind

I was thinking about killing myself

Don't you mind

I love you

Don't you mind, don't you mind

I put your mother through hell

Don't you mind

I hurt your brother as well

Don't you mind, don't you mind

I was thinking about killing myself

Don't you mind

I love you

Don't you mind, don't you mind

After that I started sobbing hysterically because I couldnt help it, I wrote these songs about her and I, how she made me feel, what I did and it felt like a weight had been lifting off my shoulders, I heard the door open but not fully, I don't even fucking care anymore letting it out feels so good so I am going to keep going until I feel like I've had enough.

What time you coming out?

We started losing light

I’ll never make it right

If you don’t want me ‘round

I’m so excited for the night

All we need’s my bike

And your enormous house

You said someday we might

When I’m closer to your height

Till then we’ll knock around and see

If you’re all I need

Don’t you see me now

I think I’m falling, I’m falling for you

Don’t you need me

I think I’m falling, I’m falling for you

On this night and in this light

I think I’m falling, I’m falling for you

Maybe you’ll change your mind

I think I’m falling

I’m caught on your coat again

You said oh no, it’s fine

I read between the lines

And touched your leg again

I’ll take it one day at a time

Soon you will be mine

Oh but I want you now

When the smoke is in your eyes

You look so alive

Do you fancy sitting down with me

Maybe ‘cos you’re all I need according to your heart

My place is not deliberate

Feeling of your arms

I don’t wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your neck

Don’t you see me

I think I’m falling, I’m falling for you

Don’t you need me

I think I’m falling, I’m falling for you

On this night and in this light

I think I’m falling, I’m falling for you

Maybe you’ll change your mind

I finally finished, letting my hands rest on the keeps making a horrid noise and laying my head on my hands, hysterically sobbing to the point where I started hyperventilating, I can't breathe, I am going to die, is this how it ends?