Getting Jauregui

Chapter 3

He cheated on her, Luis actually cheated on her, I don't know if I am angry that he hurt her, angry that shes hurt by him or angry that I know I could do better but don't have a chance, but no matter what it is I am fucking infuriated.

I actually think it is quite comical that he had the worlds most beautiful women, ever like a literal angel and he fucked it up.

"Camz, stay with me the night please, I know you're ignoring me but just stay" She practically sobbed making my heart break knowing it's true, I am ignoring her.

"Okay" I whispered, changing into grey sweats and a big baggy white t-shirt of Laurens.

We basically spent the night talking, about anything and everything well expect that one big thing and we got pretty deep and personal, talking about first kisses which I am yet to have and just everything down to high school, high school probably doesn't seem like a personal topic but for me it really is, because I was bullied really badly, to the point where I was actually nearly beat to death.

After all of the talking, we both ended up falling asleep around 3 in the morning, me trying to keep my distance from her.

I woke in the morning to the smell of amazing food cooking downstairs, suddenly realizing I am not in my own room, I am in Lauren's I look down.

There she was, her arms around my waist and our legs tangled together like as if we were the missing pieces of a puzzle, how we fit so perfectly together I will never understand.

I layed there admiring Lauren's beautiful features, such as her chiseled bone structure, long eye lashes, immaculate eyebrows, impeccable and luscious lips and I can't help but think that I like her a lot when she sleeps, for she is so beautiful yet she is so un aware of it.

She started stirring in her sleep giving me an indication that she was going to wake up, I got out of the bed walking to the bathroom that is connected to her bedroom to brush my hair and teeth, throwing my hair in a messy bun walking back out to the bedroom to see Lauren resting on her elbows with a face of sadness and confusion on.

"Good Morning Lo" I mumbled walking over to her side of the bed.

'I thought you left me" she grumbled  "Don't ever leave me" she mumbled looking down

"Never, I promise" I whispered "We should probably go downstairs Lo, I can smell breakfast and you know how I love my food" I spoke with a calm voice laced with excitement.

We made our way downstairs to be greeted by the other 3 girls giving us breakfast which consisted of Waffles, Pancakes, Toast, Eggs, Bacon and Hashbrowns.

We made our way to the living room to watch whatever shit was on television together and eat our breakfast.

"So Laur, are you okay now?" Ally asked, walking over to Lauren and holding her hands giving them a reassuring squeeze.

"Yeah, I'm better" Lauren mumbled looking at their joined hands then giving Ally a kiss on the cheek and forehead.

That done it, fire, a fire burning inside of me fueled with jealousy and I can't handle it. I can't stay here.

I got up from my seat calmly, placing my plate on the coffee table awarding me some confused looks in my direction as I made my way for the basement which had our own personal little studio.

Once I reach the bottom of the Basement, I walk over to the piano and put my fingers across the keys letting silent tears stream down my face as I let my emotions take over with my fingers gliding across the piano with such ease.

Finally, a way to pour out my emotions.

I got a blade in the middle of the night

Don't you mind