a remedy for broken hearts

-4

my palms are sweaty
my heart is in pieces
my lips are swollen
from biting them so hard,
i can see the blood flows
it's great to feel the pain somewhere else
than in my insides.
when did you decide i wasn't enough?
looking at someone and knowing
they're not worthy of your time
my love for you who's been consuming,
controlling my thoughts and eating me alive
making me feel sick and happy,
but i guess you wanted to see me die

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