Being Mute

Chapter 2

I stare at my aunt who had been packing my clothes. She's letting me go, with him. I wasn't even sure who "he" is. I mean yeah I know he's my mate but when we met he didn't even look like he was happy about it! I mean I'm his mate shouldn't he be a bit happy? Like at all?!? Tears where rolling down my cheek as she finished packing. "I'll visit you as much a possible! Text me everyday and every night!" She smiled sadly starting to cry.

She hugs me kissing my forehead. "He's your mate! you found your mate and I know he will treat you kindly and love you! You just have to accept him!" I shake my head wanting to tell her I didn't want to go! I wanted to stay with her! Live with her! I didn't know my "mate" and I didn't want to just leave to live with him in a whole other state! That's bullshit!

She was everything I had left and I'm losing her. "I love you." she whisper as I pull out my phone typing in: "I love you more." in my notes as she hugs me.

We walk silently down stairs where my mate is waiting. I guess he's a alpha in a pack back in Florida and he is ready to leave now, with me. He smiles falsely at my aunt. "Her favorite thing to eat is salad...." she starts talking to him as I look down at my feet. Everything was slipping under me. I had nobody now, besides a mate that I'm not even sure of! "Are you ready to go, love?" He asks kindly as I glare at him.

I look at my aunt hoping she would change her mind but she just smiled and gave me a hug one last time before his men put my bags in the car. "It was nice meeting you alpha Miles." My aunt said sweetly. "please just call me Miles." She nods. I take in his name. It wasn't one I've ever heard of. "Take care of her please." My aunt whispers with glossy eyes. "Will do." He said as he takes my by the waist as we walk out the door in his car.

I look out the window at the house. I was leaving! My life behind and never to be seen again. I look at Miles, narrowing my eyes. What was wrong with him? He hardly seemed t-to like me? Is that just nonsense or? "Don't expect much from me." I ignore him as he says that making my heart tighten and my wolf whimper inside.

I type in the words In my phone I've been wanting to say since I met him. "I HATE YOU." I wrote showing it to him as he grins. "Glad we feel the same way." I turn to the window as tears roll down my cheeks. I had never felt so unbelievably disappointed in my life.

We get in Miles private jet, his men on one seat and me right next to him. My heart broken. I lay my head to aside and force my self to fall asleep.

Dream~~

I walk into the white open space wondering suddenly if this is how space looks then I remember that I know what space looks like. "Hello sweet heart." I turn to my mom. "MOM!" I can talk! I run to her and hug her. "I see you found your mate." She say looking down. I follow her gaze to see my mate inside the plane, me sleeping quietly next to him. He was looking at me with a blank expression as if he was taking all the details in about me. I frown.

"He doesn't want me." I say. "Keep trying sweet heart he will learn to love you." She says. I frown. "Why can I talk?" I ask. "You can talk no matter what sweetheart, you just forgot to, you need to try." She whispers kissing my forehead. "Your landing it's time to wake up." I looked down as my mate put my seatbelt on for me as we landed. "I don't want to go! I want to stay with you." I said about to cry

"Sweetheart, you will see me again one day, but for now you need to wake up." I wanted to cry. "How?" I ask. "Close your eyes and imagine yourself back on that plane." I nodded sadly doing as she asked.

End of Dream~~

I woke up looking out the window, we had landed. Miles grabbed my hand practically dragging me out putting me in his black mustang as we drove off.

We got to his pack house. It was huge and awesome! We walked inside and everything was beautiful. The living room was painted gray along with blue gray couches, I couldn't describe the color. It was beautiful. My mouth was opened in awe. I followed miles as we walked upstairs where he showed me to my room. "Don't try to run, and you can't open the windows so you have no hope there." I frowned. "And don't bother me." He left the room making me feel nothing but sad.

'Mate!' my wolf howled.

'He doesn't want us.' I say back closing the door an going into the bathroom where I looked myself in the mirror.

My plain black hair naturally curled, my brown eyes with that sparkly glint and my dimples that where there all the time. I was plain ugly and pathetic looking, no wonder why my mate didn't love me, or even want me. I sigh and lay down trying to catch some rest, but something stopped me making my heart completely shatter. "Oh miles!" A girl screamed moaning next door. I started crying. He was with another girl, in that way. I've never felt so down and unbelievably broken. I was utterly and broken

Finally the noise had stopped. I was in a corner still crying hating my life. There was no point of my being. I could easily die right now and no one would ever miss me. I don't talk, im ugly, pathetic, and a waist of space. I finally stopped crying, only because I probably had no more tears to cry. I was done with it.

I sigh and lay my head against the wall wondering what my aunt was doing, probably in heaven compared to what I was doing, crying hearing my mate with someone else, it crushed me so badly.

I started wondering why he didn't just reject me instead of putting me through all this? Or does he want to put me through this pain. I got snapped out of my thoughts as the door opened. I looked up from my hands to my mate. His hair was messed up and he had no shirt on. I wanted to cry once again. "I forgot to ask if your hungry." He said plainly. I wanted to speak, I wanted to scream, but most of all I wanted to slap him.

I looked away deciding not to give him a response when my stomach suddenly growled loudly I might add. I gulp. "Come on lets eat." He said smirking rudely. I shook my head. I didn't want to eat, in fact I was fine with starving myself, it would be a way out of this life. "I said come on!" He spat making me flinch. I shook my head once again. "I know your hungry Jane." He said, my name rolling off his tongue. "Why does she have to be mute?" He muttered to himself. I groaned to myself looking up at the ceiling. I'm not mute! I can talk if I really try! I just decide not to.

I wanted to tell him! "Here honey." I looked up at a girl walking over to me with a pen and a notebook. She was wearing my mates shirt naked under it. "You can tell us what you want to." She smiled. I'm guessing she didn't know I was his mate..

I slowly took the notebook writing down some words. "Leave me alone." He walked over grabbing it from me reading it. "No." he simply said handing it back. "I'm not hungry, please leave." I wrote looking back at him with hopeful eyes he would. He looked down at me. "No. Not until you talk. I know your not mute.." He said crossing his arms stubbornly. I shrugged and grabbed a blanket off the bed and laid on the floor. I give him a 'suit yourself' look as I laid down acting like I was falling asleep.