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Chapter 4

Jayanti pov

I was sitting in the library reading my favourite book Diary of a wimpy kid.

It is my favourite one. But I don't know why I couldn't concentrate on the book, my mind was not at peace. Why God, why? Why me?

No. I can't live without him. How can I? No, no, no...........

No, I can't do that. But he loves someone else. Yeah he loves someone else.

You have to sacrifice your love for him. If u really love him then You have to sacrifice your love.

I was in my thoughts then only my phone buzzed. The caller id shows Ishan. So it was the call from my ishan. But now he is not mine any more.

I picked it up any how.

*Hello. Hari where r u?* asked Ishan.
*I am in library I told u. Right?* I said.
*oh ha yeah sorry vo I just forgot. Ok let's leave it. Come this is the lunch time. And u r not here yet.* he asked me a little annoyed. I think so.

*but.... but I can't come there becoz I have to complete my assignment na. So... u guys enjoy. When I will complete my project then I will come and ye thoda sa hi bacha hai. Ok?* I know that my project was completed. But I don't want to go there and saw them sitting together hand in hand laughing like maniac.

*What are u saying? Projects to baad me bhi  bante rahenge. Tum khana nhi khaogi to u will become weak. Samjhi.* ( u can make ur project after eating n. If u will not eat then u will become weak. Understand)  hesaid like I m a 5 years old kid.

*ek din nhi khaungi to Mar nhi jaungi. Maine kaha n tum jaake khaalo. Vaise bhi mujhe bhukh nhi hai.* ( if i will not eat for one day then i will not die. I had said n i dont want to eat. I m not feeling hungry.) I wanted to be polite with him but he don't want my politeness.

*but.......* I cutted him off by cutting the phone call.
He called me. But I didn't picked it up.
Again he called.
Oh God!

I silent the phone by doing the phone in silent mode.

Now no more calls.

Uffffff.......

As I stand up to go, I saw Mehek there she also came here but how didn't I see her?

"Becoz u r in ur Ishan's thoughts n"  My brain mocked me.

I brushed my thoughts and went towards her, as she was keeping the books in shelf. I took one of the book and put in the shelf.

*Arrey Jayanti tu yaha kya kar rahi hai?* (Hey Jayanti what r u doing here?)  She asked me in surprised way.

*Kyun main to yaha aati jaati ho?* (Why I am regular customer here?)  I said as I was hell confused.

*yeah but iss time to tu Ishan ke sath rahti hai n?* ( yeah but this time u r with Ishan n?)  she asked.

Ok.

*oh yeah. But mujhe kaam tha to main yaha ho abhi jaa hi rahi thi. Par tum yaha kaise?* ( but I have some work so I am here but what r u doing here?)  I asked her.

*Kya karu yaar u know that I m not a library person but today I got punishment that I had to put these books to the last shelf of the library.* she said in a very low tone.

*isn't that Mansi that gave you this work?* I asked her little bit I know the answer.

*uske alawa ye faltoon ke kaam or kaun de sakta hai.* ( except her who will give me these kind of stupid work?)  She replied.

*ok. Chal main teri help kar deti ho. Phir ye kaam jaldi se ho jaayega. Ok.*  I wanted to help her to get rid of these thoughts. These Ishan's thought.

*arrey nhi Agar kisi ne mujhe dekh liya ki main teri help le rahi ho to vo Mansi mujhe or tujhe dono ko kuchh na kuchh ulta sidha kaam de degi.* she said in a worried tone.

*Don't worry hum jahan hai ye sabse pichhe wali shelf hai yaha par bahut kam hi log aate hain. Ab jaldi kar Hume yaha se niklana  bhi hai.* I assured her.

*ok* she said with a smile.

As we finished our work,or her punishment.

We headed towards our next class, becoz the lunch got over.

As we were talking random things, she asked me suddenly * hey... u proposed him or not?*
*Who?* I know the answer but don't want to talk about this.

*hey... u know about whom I am talking. Ab jaldi se sach bata.*

*yaar but this is not the right place to talk about these things I will tell u after the college is over. Ok?* I replied

*but ye to bata de usne ha ki ya na?* maine puchha hi nhi.

*I told u n this is not the right place.* I said.

*ok baba baad me batana but Smriti kah rahi thi ki use bhi jaanana hai tere proposal ke baare me.* ok. Propose kiya hoga tab to bataungi n.

Smriti Mandhana. She is not Mandhana but my favourite cricketer in women's team is Smriti Mandhana so that's why I named her.

Smriti and Mehek, they both r my best friend. They understands me.
She is 19 years old girl. She is a science student. So that's why we always talked in our house becoz she lived with me. She don't get time in college. But sometime she joined us in lunch.

She also knew about my feelings for Ishan except him. She always care for us. And always helped us.

We headed towards our next class. It is hindi class.

After some time
The college is over I was heading towards my Pleasure. Scooty.

Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I turned and saw him. Ishan.

*hey where r u? Maine tumhe kaha kaha nhi dundha. Kahan thi tum😥?* he asked

*Relax Ishan saans lo. Main to abhi class attend karke aa rahi ho. Or kahan jaa sakti ho main?* I said

*Class? Main tumhe paglo ki tarah dundh raha ho or tum yaha class attend kar rahi thi. Are u kidding me?* he asked.

*oh ok sorry. Mujhe laga ki tum Aditi ke sath ho to maine tumhe disturbed nhi kiya.* I wanted to give him a reason.

*kya Aditi. Abhi to maine usse kuchh baat bhi nhi ki... or uska chhodo tumne mera call kyun kata?* now this is difficult one.

I was about to answer but Mehek came and told me that today she wanted to go with me.

I m saved.

Ishan wanted to say something but we went from there.

After we r in main roads, she asked me
*tune usko propose nhi kiya n?*

Hell how would she knew that?

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so guys here☝☝☝☝☝is the chapter. Please do vote and comments.

And sorry for the delay.

Ab maaf bhi kardo please.😉😄❤

Jayanti

@virat_ishan18