Fighting For # Us

Mean What U Say

Erica

okay so I know I'm little full tonight because its New Years Eve and I had to turn up for my fan fuck all that Cyn was in the building I was trying to sober up but Cyn woke me up kissing #Her was like being on cloud 9 when she said let's go I was like hell yes turn up but know that we are back at the house now what I told Cyn I love then she love me to but..but what

C:  I don't to rush this whatever this is

E:  what are u talking about has happened but we made out a few times and u trying to make it more then it is

C: no I'm not what I'm say

E: what I'm saying is I love but u don't want to be with me..waking to the front door..maybe u shouldn't have came because I thought u wanted the same thing I do

C: really Erica u just going to leave me out like that..walking up to Erica..I love u baby

E:  don't say nothing u don't mean just to make me feel better don't sugar coat it because you just said u love me but what damn it

C: i don't want my wife back..I wrap my arms around #Her before could leave out the door..can u listening to me

E: y Cynthia you just said everything that I need to here you dont want me back its fine will find someone to love me..Cyn grabs my face looking dead in the eyes..what Mrs.Santana

C: if u let me finish what I was say was I dont want my back..she try to turn away from me..no let me get this out babe

E:  go head I'm listening..crossing my arms..what do u want Cyn

C:  I want my friend back..tearing up..I want my best friend back that use to laugh with me have fun talk to me and not just space out on me and leave me in the door I want..crying..I want back my life before all thr bullshit got in the way

E: don't cry..wiping away #Her tears..babe I'm right I never went anywhere we are still going to be friend..holding #Her tigh in my arms..best friend and I miss my ROD to babe

C: so what are we going to do now Erica because there is noway we can go back to how we was

E: no I can't take that but..walking over to the lazy boy chair..everything went left for us

C:  when..walking over to Erica

E: sit right here.. patting at my lap..thats better..kissin Cyn..everything went down hill for us when we let other people dictake what happens

C:  don't forget about social media that shit is the worst..rubbing Erica arms

E:  how could I but I played my part with that too by blasting to the world how I was feeling instead of running to you I gave them the ammunition they needed

C:yea but from the moment we put our relationship out there for the world to see we should have known better..laying my head on Erica chest..we doomed from the beginnings maybe we should just keep things as there are..I try to get up but Erica grabs my face and kiss me so rough forcing #Her tough in my mouth squeezein my ass I let out a sofa moans she pulls away and just looks at me

E:i don't every think we can keep living the way we have..I squeezes Cyn ass..can we..she shakes #Her head..I love u do u love me

C: Erica I have loved u from the frist day I meet u I wanted to have u in my life

E: are u in love with me because I don't want to just..gco..Cyn grabs my face kissing me so safe and gentle I can fell myself getting wet

C: i love u Erica Jasmine Santana Mena I'm in love with u..Erica start tearing up I kiss away #Her tears..don't cry babe you know this already but do u feel the same way about me because when u said I hate u it was like my heart..getting chocked up..my heart just dropped I know u was pissed at me but I didn't think that I would even hear u say that to me it's was like I was nobody to you that really hurt I can take all this shit people say but when u that really broke me