06/19/18
dear joon,
you called me. do you know how much joy you bring me whenever you make time for us? you asked how my day went and i love you for that. thank you for thinking about me too. i understand that sometimes it's hard to make time especially you're out there working, reaching for the stars.
i forgot to tell you that my friend asked me why are you my wallpaper. she doesn't know about us. she thought i'm an army, well i am though since i'm a big fan of your music. so she suggested that i should buy a ticket to your fan sign. that would've been funny, right? we'll see each other and we have to act like we don't know each other. it's not like we haven't done that. hmm, maybe i should buy one of the tickets just to see your reaction. would you be happy to see me?
i miss you so much. i wish i could send you all these letters but i can't. i'm afraid someone might read it. i'm afraid you might read it. i don't know what's wrong with me but i know i can get over this. i will get over this. and again, thank you for calling me.
- n.sh
