Getting Jauregui

Chapter 2

"What up its Normani"

"Wassup it's DinahJane"

"And we're Fifth Harmony" We finished in unison, I hope that's all I have to say for this interview.

"So, I hear that in less than 2 weeks, you girls are going on tour with the one and only Demi Lovato, how does that make you feel?" The interviewer asked.

"It's honestly so surreal, one moment you're fangirling over her on the t.v and the next you're asked to join her on tour, it's so hectic" Normani answered.

The interview went by, with me just having the occasional "hmm's" and "yeah"s, until one question stood out for me.

"Alright last question, Do y'all know who Camren is?" The interviewer inquired, making my heart skip like 5 beats.

"Ughh" I cleared my throat "It's like, Mine and Laurens.... Relationship" I answered, unsure of myself.

"Is Camren Real?"

"No Camren isn't real, I am dating my boyfriend, yes my boyfriend Luis, Camren isn't real and never will be" Lauren defended herself, making me die a little on the inside.

That was enough for me to be done, no more stupid fucking interview. I am out!

I stood up from my chair saying I had to go and sorry and stormed out of the room and back to the car, sobbing hysterically hugging myself until I reached the car and just layed down in the back seat, letting everything she just said sink in.

Camren isn't real and never will be

I am dating my boyfriend, yes my boyfriend

Why the fuck couldn't I just not like her, why am I such a fuck up?

Why couldn't I just be normal and like boys, like that Austin Mahone douche bag that everyone thinks I am dating when I secretly fucking hate him, he looks at me like I am a piece of meat, its fucking gross.

I am beyond the point of upset, I am fucking furious.

The girls got back to the car, so I pretended to be asleep in the back seat not wanting to explain why I had ran out of the interview, because I knew I would have to make up some stupid lie and hate myself even more, I swear I am so done with everything.

We made it home and I was the first out of the car surprisingly considering I was in the back, I walked inside, went to the fridge and got a bottle of water and made my way to the stairs.

"Camila, we all need to talk, in the living room" I froze at the sound of Normani's authoritative voice.

I just sighed, hanging my head for a second before I made my way there and sat as far away from Lauren as possible.

"Alright Camila, Why have you been distancing yourself from all of us the last couple of days, are you okay" Normani asked.

"No" I whisper mumbled, shaking my head.

"What was that" Ally spoke up.

"No!, I am not fucking okay, I am fucking dying on the inside and sometimes I wish it was on the fucking outside too, no matter how much I hurt myself it doesn't take the pain away" I stood up in front of them, totally lashing out.

"What do you mean hurting yourself, Chancho?" Dinah questioned.

I just opened my water bottle, poured it over my wrists letting the make up wash off of it, showing my new scars.

Everyone just sat there with their jaws on the floor, not believing what they are seeing.

"So no, I am not fine okay, I am not okay, I am done with this... I am going to bed. Bye" I said going to the stairs and running upto my room slamming the door, not bothering to lock it because I know they will find their way in if they really wanted too.

I was alone in my room probably for a total of 10 minutes before the door creaked open, I didn't even bother looking up to check who it was because quite frankly I don't care and I just want whoever it is to leave.

"Camz, Camila" Her sweet voice flowed through the room, ringing in my head.

"What Lauren" I spat out, harsher than intended.

"Why didn't you tell me what you've been doing to yourself?"

"I didn't think it was relevant, I am not worth wasting your time Lauren"

"Don't you dare say that to me Camila, now what has got you so upset"

"Dont get mad at me okay" I said, giving in because I can not deal with all of this stuff.

"Okay I promise I won-" she was cut short by Dinah walking in, asking Lauren politely to leave so she could talk to me, thank you Dinah.

"Camz, were not done here" Lauren informed me before walking out.

I took a deep breath, and sighed falling on my back onto my bed, waiting for Dinah to tell me what she did so I can catch up on some Tumblr time and some movies.

"Chancho, I am so hurt" Dinah whispered to me, looking really cut.

"Why?" I questioned, obliviously.

"You didn't tell me, I thought you told me everything" She raised her voice.

"Dinah imagine being in my position, would you tell me?" she didnt reply, she just hung her head low.

All of the sudden, Dinah and I heard a loud thud and a "WHAT THE FUCK, FUCK YOU ASSHOLE IM DONE" Coming from Laurens bedroom.

Dinah and I quickly made our way down there to check if everything is okay.

It was far from okay, Lauren had punched a whole in her wall and kept pacing about.

"Lauren, Calm down" Dinah called.

"Lauren" she just kept pacing.

"Lolo" My voice was hoarse, quite and gentle laced with concern and love, but she still kept pacing but slower.

I just decided to put my problems aside again and focus on her, the one I love is hurt and that hurts me more than anything else.

"Lo, what happened" I asked grabbing her into a tight hug around her neck as she threw her arms around my waist.

"H-he, he cheated on me"