I'm Happy [ BTS X READER FF ]

~CHAPTER FIVE~

Past

At School Library
10 years old
Author's POV

You walked towards the entrance of the library. You reached there and went straight towards a table where no one was sitting. You sat on the chair took your materials out and started doing your assignment.

You love library. It is the only place where I can find peace except for open parks. When you were free you always went to parks to do your assignments or library.

Today you were free from house chores. You finished it in the morning. Your parents went to business trip.

Your big sister went to middle school. It was really far so she lived with one of her friends and shared the rent for a apartment.

Soo... you're alone. Your parents will return only after 2 or 3 months because it was a big project. They were really happy because business trip was assigned in France. Their favourite place. They left some more amount of money than usual cause they were happy to go there.

Anyways... you were doing your homework quietly when someone sat accross your chair. You didn't pay any attention to him/her and did your homework. You heard some shuffling. But you were busy enough to not glance at the person.

"Umm.. Hi?" He greeted awkwardly. You glanced up and nodded. I seriously don't know what is he up to. "Well.. That was rude." You didn't say anything and continued doing your homework. But He kept on staring at me. You sat up. He was already looking at you.

"I am sorry. It might have been awkward for you. I'll sit at other place. Bye.." You bowed and left the confused boy. You found a table with no one sitting, beside the window. You walked there and dragged a chair then sat down. You looked up at the window. At the sky. It's clear. Beautiful. You thought to yourself. You snapped back to reality when that same person dragged a chair to sit.

You continued to do your work and said nothing. He was staring. At you. You sighed. You packed your things again and left the library not before bowing. You speed walk to the exit. He followed you. You got nervous. You jogged. He started jogging too?!? I was right. He was after me. You stopped and turned around to face the horrified boy. You followed the durection he was looking at. Honk! Honk!  A truck was losing its balance and was coming my way. Is this the end? You fully faced the truck. You raised your both hands parellal to the ground opening your arms to hug your death. Finally. Freedom. You looked up at the sky. Black clouds started forming. Then at the surrounding. People had their jaw hung in confusion and shock. You smiled at them. Then you noticed the boy that was following me. You smiled at him. And  the truck finally hit you. You fall to the ground.

Goodbye world. Thank you father, mother and sister. For everything. For beating me. For hating me. For treating me like a trash. And.... giving up on me. But.... You know.... I love you. For letting me experience. How cruel the world is to you. Eomma, Appa, Unnie. Saranghae. Stay healthy... stay strong... make lots of lovely memories together.... feel free from me and... forget me forever...

You laughed quietly while crying. Someone came up to you. "SOMEBODY CALL AMBULANCE" he cried. You raise your right hand and cupped his left cheek. "Who...*cough* *cough* are you?" He said nothing and cried. "Why? You crying?" You smiled and let you tears fall. "You .. *cough* know....... You *pant* *cough* are.... beautiful *pant*" And then you went to a cold darkness.

??? POV

Who are you? Why am I crying?

I placed my hand on her hand so that her hand won't fall down. I kissed her hand.

The ambulance came. The staffs quickly careied her and layed her in the stretcher. They put her inside the ambulance. They were about to close the door. I stopped them.

"C-can I-i come w-with you?" I asked. "Yes but fast we don't have much time." The doctor said panicked. I went inside and sat there. Please be fine.

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