Heart of stone Jimin ff (Jimin x reader) ON HOLD

Moving in

Y/N: OH No *drop all of her suitcases and runs*

Jimin: hey where do u think ur going * pulling u back*

Y/N: AHHHHH JIMIN PLEASE LET ME GO IT HURTS *trying to pull ur cutted wrist away from his strong grip* *tearing up*

Jimin: awwww look at the little baby cry

Y/N: P-PLEASE J-JIMIN L-LET G-GO O-OF M-MY W-WRIST I-It H-HURTS

Jimin: what are u stupid it's supposed to hurt dumbass
Y/N; PLEASE LET GO I'M SORRY FOR CALLING UR GIRLFRIEND A DUMBASS

Jimin: oh so now ur sorry

Mina: Jimin she said sorry can you let her go now

Jimin: since when did u care if she got hurt

Mina: just let her go now

Jimin: aishh fine but don't think that letting u off the hook

Y/N: t-thank u Mina *crying*

Mina: don't think I stopped him from hurting u because I care about u I only stopped him because I have to meet my dad rn-

Jimin: AHHHHHHH THERE'S BLOOD ON MY HAND AHHHH WTH

Y/N: I told u to stop but u didn't now u made me bleed again *holding ur wrist*

Jimin: Y-you cut yourself

Y/N: what you think I enjoy my life, well you're wrong I hate my life and you just make things worse

Jimin: well at least you can do something right

Mina: Jimin I have to go baby *kisses cheek* bye

Jimin: bye baby

Y/N's mind: perfect time to run on the count of 3 1... 2...3 *runs into a random room*

Jimin: HEY WHERE DO THINK YOU ARE GOING

Y/N: I'm running away from you *locks the door*

Jimin: this is my house I have the keys to every room

Y/N: *mumbles* OH SHIT

Y/N's mind: Okay so when he opens the door run out and push him and run

You waited a little until he got the keys to open the door, and when he opened the door u you quickly push the door open and ran, but Jimin quickly caught ur wrist.

Jimin: no again you're staying here

Y/N: Jimin let go you're going to make me bleed again

Jimin: that's not my problem that's your problem

Y/N: Please Jimin I'll do anything just stop hurting my wrist

Jimin: you think I care you think that I bully u because I care well guess what I don't give a crap if you are even alive for all I care

Those word hit me hard... those words are the words I heard from every one... why am I still here.... Why was I made..... What is my purpose... why doesn't anyone love me.... What did I do to deserve this.... Why does everyone get to be happy but me... Why does everyone get love by someone but me... why am I not pretty all of the scars and marks on face make me look ugly... why can't I love myself.... Why can't I see any talent in me.... Why do I keep asking why why why why does this happen to me.... Am I ever going to be happy.... Why can't I be happy... why does everyone look at me differently.... Why am I left out.... I can't think a single reason of why I'm treated like this.... Why am I still alive.... Why am I such a loser.... Why am I still here?

All of these thoughts were going through my mind... I didn't care anymore Jimin can beat me up I don't care anymore

Y/N: go ahead beat me up I don't care anymore

Jimin: w-what

Y/N: I SAID BEAT ME UP TELL ME YOU HATE ME TELL ME THAT I DON'T MATTER HURT ME PUSH ME SLAP ME KICK ME MAKE BLOOD COME OUT PUNCH ME JUST DON'T HIT ME WITH WORDS PLEASE BEAT ME BUT DON'T HIT ME WITH THOSE WORDS PLEASE * Screaming while sobbing*

Jimin: Oh so words hurt more than my punches thanks for letting me know

Y/N: Jimin please don't *crying*

Jimin: Y/N why are you such a loser why are still doing in this world why do you even live why can't you leave everyone one why are you so ugly why can't you leave us and kill yourself why did God make you give up you're never going to be happy you deserve this Everyone hates you kill yourself you are different why are you still alive you have no talent why are still here no one wants you you have no purpose
Why Y/N Why....... What are you still doing living in this world

Y/N: NO SHUT UP JIMIN STOP IT SHUT UP STOP IT *starts breaking down* I-I MATTER TOO I-I MATTER TOO RIGHT?

Jimin: No Y/N you don't matter

Y/N: SHUT UP JIMIN I HATE YOU *slaps him across the face*

Jimin: *hold his face* OUCH YOU BITCH YOU ARE GOING TO PAY FOR THAT * clenches fist*

Y/N: go ahead I don't care

Time skip~

I got beaten up that night I had blood coming out of my head I still energy to clean and heal myself