I know that I'm so fucking close to breaking.
When is something going to happen to finally make me crack just that little bit more to make me totally breakdown.
I don't know what it is about this one but I want to breakdown. I want to sit on my bedroom floor and cry for hours. I want to stand up afterwards shaky as fuck. I want to feel the dizziness and nothingness that comes after breaking down.
I want to breakdown and hit something (inanimate) until my bones hurt. I want to sit alone in a room afterward and feel my mind envelope my body in sadness. I want to break and then be in a place as silent and dark as my mind.
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RandomA story of my life up until now, or when "now" is when I finish writing this. Disclaimer: everything in this is 100% true. This story won't be a "family friendly" thing. I'm going to cover very real things that may be triggering. This goes from wh...
