NeverLeaveMyHeart (Never Die Alone)

Part 11. Remembering Again.......

(AlexanderPOV) again i was remembering my past but this time while i slept okay i guess i dont know why though. I woke up as i saw a man chest "hmmm...??" I opened my eyes more and saw it was brian as I got up a little shocked and looked at him he was sleeping too though with one arm around me and the other half off the couch I looked at him a little suprised but just smiled alittle and thought "he does look cute sleeping like that I've been such a ass to this boy i feel bad...""hey...brian??"I said trying to wake him up but he wouldnt move"man he sleep wild"i thought and laughed a little but he was nice pillow"...hmm??" I said as i felt his chest a little and felt wet spots"whats this are these...tears...was I crying last night oh no I must have been crying from my dream last night.....I thought I was showing no emotion to that at all..." I got up and looked at him as I began walking to the door took one more glance and was about to leave for school til I heard a noise and turned

(BriansPOV) I had just woke up hearing a voice I finally opened my eyes and saw Alexander...leaving?? i shuffled on the couch to sit up as I opened my mouth to speak but he had already turned aorund "Where you going Alexander?" I stared at him waiting for a answer"I'm getting ready go to school you should do the same" I looked at him"but why we dont have to go to school today plus you dont feel as if you are up for it do you?" Alexander looked at me"I am i dont mind going right now so can you leave get ready so we can go" he said with a tone I sigh"sure thing whatever you say" I got up sighing and have already realized he wasnt gonna be honest but it was worth a try. I walked upstairs getting a shower and brushing and everything I normally do in the morning except eat I decided eat at school even though their food wasn't the best in the world trust me I know I had it plenty of times I walked down ready to go as I saw Alexander looking at me with a  plain expression but I knew what that face meant"alright Alexander i'm ready we can go alright?" Alexander nodded as if finally and began walking out the door. I dont know why he is pushing himself to go to school when he doesnt even feel up to it nor half damn their like school but whatever its his choice not mines I guess

(AlexanderPOV)"he's so slow getting ready" I thought as I walked out brian house and sighed to myself"maybe he was right I dont feel to up for it but I might as well go to school I really dont want to I hate school like their was no tomorrow...." I turned around and saw Brian walking behind me and turned back around thinking little thoughts they were not much but they kept me focus about some things like all the stuff that happened for this whole few days and wow was all that shit amazing I mean just everything I held my head looked up at the sky a little and let out a breath"so I guess you are eating ta the school right?" Brian looked at me and how i knew was becaus ei felt his eyes on my head in the back "yeah why?" "no reason just wondering I usually dont eat at school at all their food is just too much" Brian laughed a little "I agree but staying at home and eating would have made u throw a fit am I right?" I turned little pink in the face and frowned"Shut up brian your mouth is getting on my nerves now you know that right?" I turned back walking a little faster now. Brian frowned" aww dont be like that i'm sorry hehehe its not my fault its true Alex" I turned mad now"Its Alexander please say my whole name or dont say shit at all!" I hated being called Alex when my name was Alexander it ticked me off big time its like people chopping your name up on purpose and Brian was doing just that I could tell" Alexander okay okay i'm sorry by the way we are almost to the school so lets go to the back to the cafe quicker alright?" I nodded not giving a voice answer I was still littl emad even if he did apologize he isn't allowed to call me that at all. We arrived behind the school as he walked into the cafe and sat he got up and went ot get food I sat and looked at all the insects of low life humans and was disgusted a little all happy and smiling what could they be happy about why are they always happy while other people lifes ar eliving hell?  I hate them I hate em all every last one of em I mummbled something to myself as I heard a door slam open I looked up and couldn't believe who it was...Really? could this day get any worse why why does my past come back haunt me even more?.....Its just not fair....