A Symbol Of Love // Phan

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"Daniel, your going to be late!" I hear my mother scream. The light from my window blinds me so i pull the quilt over my head, and try to fall back asleep dreading school.

"Dan, you must get up you can't miss the bus" mum says softly pulling the quilt off of me. "Hey it's cold" I mumble under my breath rolling off the bed. I groan not wanting to get up. "Come on Daniel, I will make you some waffles how about that?" "Fine" I mumble getting up.

Chris: Hey Dan omw to pick you up.

Dannyboi: WHAT!1! FUCK!!1

Chris: what's wrong?

Dannyboi: gtg bye

Chris: um bye...

I rush to put on my clothes vigorously grabbing anything and Everything jet black. I swing my backpack onto my back gripping the straps tight to the point were my fingers go pale. I sprint downstairs picking up a waffle thanking mum.

Sprinting out the door slamming it behind me I see Chris running up giving me a hug. "Meep" I squeal, flinching as Chris hugs me. "What was that?" Chris separates from me tilting his head in confusion. I look down in embarrassment feeling my cheeks go red.

"Come on Dan, we're going to be late for school if  you keep walking that slow" Chris shouts like he's miles away. "I'm literally right next to you Chris" I respond in a sassy tone. "Excuse me, Daniel James Howell. I'm just making sure we ACTUALLY get to school on time" and with that statement Chris runs off, I following behind using all my strength to catch up to him.

We enter the school gates and Chris runs off finding pj and his other friends. I'm really close to Chris and it always breaks my heart seeing him run off with his better friends. I know I'm not as good of a friend as pj or phil is or he would hang out with me at school. I fucking hate phil he's just so popular and happy. He must have an amazing life.

I decide to head to my favourite spot in school, the quietist place in the school. I call it...I don't really know what I call it but it's my special place.

I sit against the wall knees to my chest. Looking through Instagram I notice the thousands of people 'finding there soulmate'. I hate that everyone seems to just find their soulmate. Just because you have the same mark doesn't mean your in love.

I have a mark on my ankle, it's looks like someone badly drew cat whiskers with a sharpie on my FUCKING ANKLE. I fucking hate my birth mark it's not like I will ever love someone anyway.

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"Bye Danny, see you tomorrow!" Chris shouts "don't
You ever call me that again you twat!" I Respond "okay okay, MUM!" Chris replies cheekily "CHRIS!!" Chris runs off screaming and flailing his arms.

Dannyboi: u r an idiot

Chris: I know ;)

The door creaks open to reveal my parents screaming and crying salty tears down my mothers cheeks. "I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGIAN! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" My mother screams struggling to breath as salty tears roll down her cheeks. I watch my dad tearing up as he heads up stairs to get his things.

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"Toby, don't leave me! I need you" I cry wrapping my arms around my brother holding tighter as I cry. "Dan, don't cry. You will be fine you are the coolest person I know" his soft voice calming me. "NO you can't leave NO!" I feel the salt from my tears burning my plumped skin. "Dan, I'm not gone forever I love you okay" Toby's hugs me before closing the door behind him leaving my limp body trembling on the floor.

"FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU ALL!" I scream struggling to stand I wobble up the stair tears running down my face. I fall onto my bed and just cry.

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I want to write something here but idk what to write.