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She wants me to be what im not

I'm sorry for the lack of updates...but something happened to me today...my mom and I were talking about how when my brother was in like middle school Jennifer Lopez and Shakira were big and he preferred Shakira. I said, "I don't blame him, I'd choose her too." She laughed replied, "well I hope you would choose a guy. But I get what you mean, you think she's prettier." My heart sank when she said that. What if she doesn't accept me? My sister is pan and Zie...she married a girl. I'm so scared...she wants me to be something I'm not...she wants me to be perfect and straight...everything I'm not. I don't fucking know what to do. So excuse me as I choke back the tears about that... I wanna update more trust me.