i am dishonest
i lie in all i do
my mind is a dark forest
of all that I've been through
my smile hides my eyes
my laugh hides my soul
my jokes hide my lies
my laugh hides my cries
my smile hides my tears
my expressions hide my fears
but my eyes betray the lies
they are honest
they show my pain
they show my anger
they show my anguish
they show my fears
worst of all
the telltale tears flow hard and fast
the tears of my past
of before my heart shattered
my heart of glass